I turned 30 this year. Nearly 15 years ago, I came to this website with a plethora of undiagnosed mental issues which had plagued my upbringing to a degree that I don't think is possible to really apologize for. That all being said, it is a relief to know that many people here were a part of my life, and were instrumental in making me realize I needed to grow.
There were, of course, roadblocks. Plenty of missteps, and even more mistakes, bad decisions, and more. But that's just being human, really. In my bit of nostalgia, I fondly remember my friends and wish for their good health. There are times where I wish I could have been better when it mattered, but in the end, I'm the result of everything I've done.
I'm getting older, so I think I'm allowed this little bit of peace. Stay safe out in this world of ours. S
Been very cranky due to Crohn's being a pain as of late. It's not doing my temper any favors. Sorry if I'm staying quiet.
Don't know who read these but beware: support-JaFOn7 on Deviant art. They sent me a note that was an obvious scam.
Is it one of those ones where they say something along the lines of "I like your art and I want to do commissions of it", or something else entirely? Just curious, admittedly. I've gotten enough of them that I don't even acknowledge those types of messages anymore.
It was one that said my account was blocked I had to go to another site to get it unblocked. I still have the note if you want to see it.
Dear god it's beautiful this place is still here and I am forced to face the truth of how cringe I was. I wouldn't have it any other way
