I am glad I had no sad. Having no sad has made me glad. So I ate toast. And a banana. And ginger ale. =B
I ate waffles,And bacon and orange juice. BREAKFAST FOR DINNER!!! Brain is no longer thinking. I'm having a derp.
i would be jealous but for dinner i went out to a gourmet italian pizzeria with a woodstove oven, probably the best pizza in town. it's delicious
My man and I both love breakfast foods, so what better noms to om while tying the knot? =O Waffles = glorious Bacon = glorious Sausage = glorious Juice = glorious ^_^ Mmmm.
And then I turned up.... Uni was more than a little tiring Everything in Maths went right over my head.
Ugh Its all getting really stressful for me. Taking 7 drugs a day to cope with my mental situation (I have an extensive list of problems) I have, like, 2 friends. Both are kinda dicks. Doesn't help.
Yeah I have my brony friends on skype to cheer me up at least a bit during the breaks. I don't what would happen if I didn't :/ But I'm ever so grateful for them <3 my family XigXelTiRiBlOneSzeRadaSparkyTenorDustTicLabYalBait88781
Man, that girlfriend talk a while back took me back. I haven't had a girlfriend for....what, 5 or 6 years? And that was thanks to the internet. I don't pursue relationships because of my bad experience with them. I only ask a girl out when I like them quite a bit (casual dating not my thing), and every girl I ever asked out in real life rejected me on the spot without hesitation. And no girl has ever told me they liked me. There's a girl I do like at work, though. I have no idea what she thinks of me though. She seems to enjoy talking to me, but I can't make anything out of that really. Hell, I barely know what to do with myself in normal social situations, much less those involving the opposite sex.
Yeah, well, people at Uni don't seem to. Calling me an emo *squee!*. I have paranoia PD, with high anxiety, so I look frantic a lot. People walk up and ask if I'm on drugs or something, cause I keep looking around the room and things. And I'm called a no-life-loser for not liking crowds ie. parties, clubbing etc. Avoidant PD. I HAVE A FUN LIFE. SO MANY PROBLEMS When I talk to people on here and on skype or whatever (ie. not face to face) they seem to wonder why I've never had a girlfriend. I don't seem to think I have any attractive qualities myself. Others seem to find me as really nice person. Idk.
Yikes, man. I have many of those problems either, but no one's ever insulted me for it. Sorry to hear that.
I really only have like 2-3 people who are truly sympathetic towards me. Parents are those, but they don't fully understand what I'm going through. They just think I'm depressed, and a little stressed from Uni. Its so much more than that
Yes and no lol. My boyfriend and I have been dating for almost 4 1/2 years (it'll be the half year in May), and we've reached the point where we know that we'll get married. But we're not engaged or actively planning a wedding or anything yet =) >> Doesn't stop me from keeping a .doc with all of my wedding ideas, or having a "I'll Get Married Someday, Dammit" board on Pinterest, etc. xD Because I'm a stereotypical girl about this.
