And then I noticed the face in the mirror. I want to make love to myself? I'm a narcissist without even knowing... As well as split personality. Scary. I have very much to be sad about to be honest. I've never had someone compliment my hair, only put downs.
I wish I could take all of the sadness out of everyone's lives and help them be happy =( At the end of the day though, I can just have the urge to put pretty ribbons and clips in your hair.
I kind of like feeling sad in a roundabout way now. Before, I'd brood over my sadness and make it worse. But now, I just either think about an educational/endearing/funny moment in MLP, or think about the awesome people here. This makes me feel much better than thinking of it while already happy does. Of course thinking about it while happy makes me happier. By the way, Cloudy and meanjeans are at the top of the awesome list.
hello again, sorry about leaving with short notice, well, none at all. my ipod died so i charged it then my wifi has been down for the past while, it's finally back up so i'm here again. and me? top of the awesome list? how did that happen?
Your cheeriness and encouragement of course. You both made me feel good about myself in ways you might not know.
ahh, haha, well i'm glad i could help, even though i'm the new guy. i've been in a pretty great mood recently so that's why i seem so cheerful, because i am
Yep! And your cheerfulness rubbed off on me and I was cheerful all day. See page 1861 for details. ^.^
i'm really glad you're in such a good mood and that i'm part of the reason ^_^ always willing to help out. so you talked to the girl at work you like today? how'd that go?
Hehe, Yami, that's my avatar on Skype xD I love happy grinny Pinkie ^_^ <3 Sent from my Inspire 4g using Tapatalk
It went pretty well, about the same as always. We never have much time to talk (she's a cashier and I'm a cart pusher, so I work outside). It had been thundering really loudly, but not much rain. I walked by here and she asked if it was raining. I said a little bit, but it's mostly just thunder and lightning. She said that's good and made a remark, I think, about how she hates driving in the rain. It wasn't long after that I said my goodbye, though, and went back outside. That's how most of our conversations go. I'm always smiling when we're talking, and she is too. i just don't know what to make of it, though. She's a cheerful type from what I can gather, so I can't tell if she likes me or if she's just being friendly. I did, however, give her a small gift on around Valentine's Day. She mentioned one of the plushes in the crane game at the entrance (a plush of a Minion form Despicable Me, with red overalls and a cupid arrow going through his head) and how she really wanted to try to win one. I thought about it a bit, and decided to try to get it for her when I had time. It took 3 tries, but I got it and gave it to her a few days later. She was so ecstatic, she must have thanked me 10 times in the span of 1 or 2 minutes. i could feel myself blushing furiously during that conversation.
haha aw, well it's a pretty good start if you ask me! just keep talking to her and get to know her in person more, soon you'll be able to tell if she likes you or not
I won't. I never can tell. Whenever I think someone might, my mind always thinks of reasons why they probably don't and are just being nice. Worse, it's usually right. There were a couple of times back in high school that it came back to bite me in the flank, though, and I missed my opportunity. With one girl, I missed it 2 or 3 times before I graduated. Honestly, pretty much the only way I'm able to know if a girl like me is if they come up, punch me in the face, and scream it in my ear. xD
Awww, that DOES sound like a really good start. And such a cute gesture! ^_^ Sent from my Inspire 4g using Tapatalk
hmm, well i guess unless she does that you could tell us what she says and how she says it, if that doesn't sound extremely creepy and you're alright with it. some of us might be able to help you tell if she does or not
I know it sounds self-deprecating to say, and it kind of is, but I just don't feel like I have much to offer in a relationship. In real life, I'm more often than not shut up in my shell, afraid of being hurt and afraid of inadvertently hurting others. I always have trouble saying what I really feel and try to hide behind laughter and make everything a joke. But when it comes time to be serious about something, I tend to clam up. I'm okay here because I already know how friendly everyone is, and I'm much more open behind a screen in text form, likely due to the anonymity of it all.
yeah, i know exactly how you feel. i used to be just like that, you just need to find someone you're really truely comfortable around
It doesn't sound creepy. i do the same with one or two of my friends in real life. You guys are already my friends now, and I could always use extra advice. No the problem is trying to remember her words and nuances. Whenever I'm talking to her, my mind is in a mild numb panicky state. Not enough to hinder my speech, but enough for things to slip my mind.
