I have something to confess...you see...I like ponies:Trollestia:. Not that shocking you may say? What if I told you I sometimes have sexual fantasies about Rainbow Dash. Yes, I am a clopper, the strange thing is, I am not ashamed of it, no, not at all. Stranger still, since I (kinda) became a christian, I feel even less shame about it. I also think I know why, I am primarily attracted to the personality of the ponies, and I honestly does not see that as wrong. I may be attracted to a pony, but I feel I am for the entirely right reasons. Doubt many people would see it that way if I told them though. Do anypony else have something you personally think there is nothing wrong with, but others may judge you for it? I understand this is a personal subject matter, but if you dare, you may... [video=youtube;-DYyjS9Q_io]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-DYyjS9Q_io[/video] First of, Pinkie Pie. [video=youtube;G9sNQzkUb48]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G9sNQzkUb48[/video]
A clopper, eh? I wouldn't put myself in the same boat but I'd be lying if I said I never fantasized about any of the characters. Especially Fluttershy... Anyway, I guess something I have been judged for is my personal beliefs. I'm a Pagan. You know, worshiping the Moon, the Sun and the stars? I find more comfortable to believe whatever is watching us is just as flawed as I am. Less pressure to act "morally upstanding." But a priest in my town found out and had the audacity to come to my house and tell me I was wrong, and that I should be ashamed. I simply smiled and reminded him that Pagans weren't famous for their quire boys. It may have been a bit rude, but I feel I was justified. I'm not ashamed of my beliefs, but that priest made it hard to tell anyone else after that.
I'm not sure if it qualifies as something dark, but it still manages to cast a significant shadow over my life and disposition. I am a hardcore perfectionist. If I don't go through something correct the first time, it makes me feel like a bit of a failure. When I draw, I usually end up crumpling up a majority of my drawings in sheer rage. If somebody asks me to do a specific job and they find a flaw in my work, I feel as though I let them down. I don't fret over it as much as I used to; it's as much motivation as it is an inhibitor. It just depends on the situation I suppose. On a side note, let's not talk about clop please. It's not site appropriate.
I feel for you, what that priest was doing was wrong, people like that is what gives christianity it's bad reputation. I personally accept paganim, I admire their respect for nature. In my mind, the pagan are in fact closer to worshipping the true God, which in my mind is the universe itself than those who see him as a bearded sky-tyrant. It is a shame you can't tell anyone about your religion. Sometimes christianity uses conversion methods which I can only describe as facism, not realizing that these unscrupulous tactics will be their undoing in the long run. I intend to change that and I will preach the teachings of love and tolerance that our founder did and oppose the gospel of hatred fanatics have turned these teachings into. You may also have heard that I do worship the mane 6 and Luna and Celestia as saints, often directing prayer to Rainbow Dash for rain(Usually works). See nothing wrong with it, in fact, according to the bible you should not bother God needlessly anyway. "Thou shalt not take the name of the LORD thy God in vain; for the LORD will not hold him guiltless that taketh his name in vain." I do not intend to start a religious discussion, I just wanted to say I support you.
I'm an unabashed clopper as well. I like the personalities and the ponies really seem more human than equine most of the time as well.
Eh, I'd be willing to bet the vast majority of the human population have at least one "strange" well, I don't really know what to call it, fetish doesn't really work as it's a bit too strong of a word so 'sexual stimulant'? Anyone who feels they are better or can judge someone else because of that is a right tosser and needs a good bit of sense knocked into them, maybe literally, as one man's right will always be another man's wrong. Not to mention it's no one's business in the first place.
-a sadist (to a degree) -infrequent mild self-mutilation. -mild Pyromania -I willing go looking for gore/horrific images. -I find r34 very amusing
ok yeah.... I'll admit, even though I am ashamed to. Yes, I also am a clopper, but I try to control myself as much as possible (Being a Christian) I honestly, Fell ashamed when I think of such things. I don't go ans search rule 34, but more like think of senarios myself. I am ofcourse sorry I do it, because it is wrong in the eyes of the lord....But again. I'm not perfect. Another Deep dark secret I have, Guys, this one is EXTREMELY DIFFICULT for me to let ANYONE know. If it came out where I stay I would be scorned, teased, made fun of, basically there would be no reason for me to stay alive. When I was 5 years old. And I had a feeling that what I was doing was wrong, but I still did it...Oh...I cannot tell you how difficult it is to type this. I well...had some form of incest (Not intercourse but you know) With my sister. I- I- Well all I can say is that I have been long forgiven by God, but it is still something that haunts me today. I have kept it a secret all my life...I might just even remove this message because if anyone around me sees it, I honestly don't know what I will do. I feel ashamed. I feel terrible I feel like... I don't know. And now that you guys know....I honestly don't know how you guys are going to react. All I'll say is just speak the truth if you have anything to say, I want to know what you think about me. I- I hope I don't regret this.
You were 5.You didnt know what you were doing.Plus if it was her idea.Its her fault. My stuff: -likes to imagine smearing people against walls. -Likes destroying things for no reason -HATES people. -Likes setting stuff on fire. -I've seen the r34.I just kinda stare at it....if its not absolutely disgusting.(Most of it is)
Though I am no clopper, r34 art can be pretty well made, which is something that I can support, and sometimes it can be down right funny. Maybe my brain's just a little screwy, but I honestly find some of the things some of the most hilarious things I have ever seen. Basically, I like to look through it just like any piece of art. (Just reminded myself of the 'Paint Me Like One of your French Girls" thing.)
