I don't mind hiding things I hate being really clever in my head but not being able to make it into coherent words
I know what you mean. My speech is awful in real life. Sometimes I even say my sentences out of order. I say all the words, but I mix them up for some reason.
Sometimes just randomly babble when i mess up. (Which is often) "So any i saablagasarp.." Or just mutter. "Eefinneemgafada...." I think thats a thought disorder.
It's not the brony thing. IT's the whole, I like girls and guys thing. My parents won't let me even wear my "Gay? Fine by me." shirt to a freaking outing with a Youth pastor I hate, and they already know I'm a Nightmarian, not a Christian. It's just sjgfhrwhgu;o
I have alot of weird beliefs.Nothing religious(Im a Christian.Not a fanatic one). More psychological/scientific. Sometimes i think im an alien in human form.Sometimes i think the entire world is a massive hallucination and im some weird alien in a coma. Insanity does weird things to your mind....
SCIENCES! is what i believe in, complected and more life then any religion can bring forth, also allows me to not go to church so yay for free Sundays.
As strange as it sounds.I dont go to church either. My religion is essentially a Christianity with science thrown in.(I.E God created evolution.Essentially he created the path the universe was to follow.And lets it take its semi-dynamic course.A few things happen no matter what.Such as humanity being created and the earth being able to have life on it)
i originally went with that belief as well, until i delve deeper into the understanding of genetics, natural selection, and how everything is made of atoms and subatomic particles.
And..here we go..i have to clear myself up. The universe is like a simulation.Almost everything is preset.Its just that everything hasnt happened yet.And the rest is dynamic.(Natural disasters are random events.)Atoms would have been created by God. Evolution of humanity was programmed to happen EXACTLY like it did. So in essence ,God wrote the laws of physics and biology and let them play out mostly by themselves.As i said.Some things we forced to happen.Others just kinda do. Now can we end this before we fight?
While that is your choice of belief and i respect you for following it, i myself choose not to, science in my opinion is a way of skeptically questioning the universe. While its easier to say a all powerful been controls life with his plan, others are driving to seek a answer beyond that, and those people have taking us to space and giving us so many things we take for granted today. Instead of all the answers giving to us from a book, Science is a beautiful path that many would see is cold hearted, and its not its a possibly never ending goal that drives us to move forward in order to find answers to everything around us till we find the answer to the Big Bang.