Mental problems? Have mine: Bipolar II (severe depression and minor Manic episodes) Schizophrenia Frequent transient Insomnia - thats to say, It lasts around a week, but it happens about once or twice a month. Psychosis A fair amount of phobias, including sociophobia Schizotypal Personality Disorder Dependant Personality Disorder Avoidant Personality Disorder Generalized Anxiety Disorder Paranoia Personality Disorder ADD (less existent now) Not fun... Not....fun...
Me? Misanthropy. Anthrophobia. OCD Which brings with it Hallucinations and Delusions. Asbergers (I think...) Possible Psychopathy.(Very minor though) Mash them together...what do you get? Insanity. It hurts. Imagine being a prisoner of your own brain ,who happens to be a sadistic freak.Thats what its like. And did i mention im only 14?
"Paranoia Personality Disorder" My brother must have that SO bad. Him and my dad are super paranoid all the time. They think everyone and everything is out to get them. Every time our internet goes down or anything minor they will instantly blame me and accuse me of attempting to hack them or give out their personal information because I have SOME computer knowledge. If they hear a noise outside or dogs barking, they will go out there with a gun or bat and check around the house a few times. It's really annoying to deal with sometimes.
Whenever i hear a noise at night.I assume someone is breaking in.So i get a club and get ready to bludgeon them to death. Did i mention i have violent tendencies?
I was aware that you were 14 a while ago, and such things are not nice to have, to say the least. especially at such a young age. "Delusions" - Religion. ZING! (I'm kidding of course) one of the many reasons I prefer to keep to myself most of the time (online isn't so bad). - - Auto Merge - -
My only secret from my family is my psychotic urges. I started bringing it up with my sister, but the conversation shifted quickly. I'm really coming out here, but I have my ways of dealing with it and it doesn't hurt anyone or anything physically of mentally. I've been dealing with this since I was a kid and my family has never even noticed. It's an urge to see things in pain, an urge to kill, an urge for prolonged destruction and loud cries. I probably shouldn't be mentioning this, but I've never talked to anyone about it before. As long as I don't hurt anything anymore I'm fine, and the urges don't come as often as they used to. This problem has never gotten me into trouble, but I feel bad for the animals when I was a kid. I don't want to go into anymore details.
Only real difference is the club i have can be used one handed and isnt spiked.It IS solid wood though. Yeah thats like me.But i dont want to hurt animals...i want to hurt people....But they have to had done something heinous.
I have violent urges when someone ends my killstreak on Call of Duty. It's getting quite bad really. :/
I'm pacifistic, but I don't get involved what other people do. I don't like it at all, but as long as they don't hurt me or the very few I love, then we're cool.
It's funny because I consider myself a pacifist. I don't like hurting anyone, but because of that there's some kind of mental build-up of hidden anger(or something) and then the urges start. As long as I'm not around people that makes me uncomfortable or angry frequently then the urges don't occur. Sadly, this is not the case. I need to get away from my brother. I've threatened to kill him in many of our arguments, but he doesn't realize how serious I am. I try to avoid him most of the time and he thinks he intimidates me. I'd rather he thinks that way. This conversation is getting pretty dark, but it's nice to get it out. For 23 years I've never told anyone. No friends, no family, no one.
Im basically a bomb looking for a reason to explode. Keyword.REASON. I need a justifiable reason to reduce a person to a red stain. For example.Hurting my little brother. They wont live long. Breaking into my house.Wont kill them.Just knock them out and give them to the police. Its four in the morning.I should sleep but i dont want to because i wanna keep talking to you guys.
Well, you are 14. Not much you're going to do to someone bigger than you. Unless you use a weapon, and in that case you fail. Real men don't use weapons.
Real men dont survive very long. Punching something isnt as fun as beating something with the biggest,hardest stick you can find.(DONT SAY IT!) Plus im 5 foot something.
For me, I think doing something with your bare hands is much more satisfying. I need to get a punching bag and learn to vent my anger instead of keeping it inside all the time. I can't even remember the last time I yelled in real life, and I never swear.
Was that the same guy who said something about pens being better than swords? He was right. But a 50 cal. sniper rifle that SHOOTS PENS AT HIGH SPEEDS is better than both. That should be a Tf2 weapon right there.
