I hate being addicted to Dr. Pepper! Also, I don't particularly care for Thursdays, they seem to be like Fridays boring sibling. And finaly. British Tarts are better then French tarts as British tarts are tartier! Thank you, that is all.
I used to hate a guy, in my class. He used to be a total prick, insult me pick on my friends, and be an all out bully. Then one day he told me that this was his defence mechanism due to the fact that people used to tease him and bully him. The Ironic part is that we are now friends. XD
I hate my brother, sister, and mom. no problem with my other 3 brothers or my dad though. this kid used to hate me because i didn't want to be his friend. in middle and high, he hated me. then, next i see him, he doesn't have a problem with me. he even freely talks to me and gives me dabs, and never sends me an evil look. i never said anything to him between that period so, i am really confused. I left it alone but, it still creeps me the heck out
How is this then, I have registered yesterday, posted a pic of myself, and someone judged my character based on how my face looks like. "I know too well that type of face".
I'm debating whether or not to order a pizza for dinner. That's really all that's on my mind right now.
On my mind you say? Other than the wonderful community, I can't but feel sorry for Derpy. Despite everything at Hasbro I would love to see an episode completely dedicated to Derpy. Explaining her life, her cutie mark, just more about how wonderful of a character she is... They wanted to fix her, but all the fans love her just the way she was... > w<
I'm wondering why my brother is an idiot and thinks constantly resetting the modem and router is a good thing because it "makes teh internetz faster." I'm not putting a password on our router for the 17th time. I'm just going to leave us unsecure and not do anything to the settings.
I'm going to regret writing this. Sometimes I just sit in my apartment, staring at my wall... no, not my wall. Emptiness. I cry, and I can't help it. Knowing my dearest wish will never come true, I curl into a fetal position, and let whispering hands carry me away. Many would kill to live in Equestria and I, being the non-violent pacifist that I am, would die for it. The world is a cold, cruel, and a ****ed up place, and the only way to escape it, is to your own imagination. My Little Pony gives me something to hold on to, and it's always there for me. Most of the time, I am extremely depressed and I look down upon myself. Each day I switch on the computer and watch ponies, or work on a piece of fanart related to them. It's like a drug. A drug, that's good for you... then again, maybe not. I don't know what that woman did right, but I wish to thank her from the bottom of whatever heart I may have left in this chest cavity of mine, but at other times, I just curse Lauren Faust name for creating this goddamn show. I don't have any friends in real life, and I learned a very long time ago to live without such luxuries. The last time I had someone in my life, was two years ago, back when I was dating my ex. My favorite pony is Fluttershy. How can anyone not love her sweet personality, her shy, and awkward demeanor, and her divine kindness. Not to mention her eyes - those pulchritudinous pools of teal, that I long to drown into. I would sacrifice a lot to have friends like the Mane Six and the only way I can do that is to keep watching the show. It is absolutely no secret to anyone in my family, that I am a fan of this little girls' cartoon, and not one of them really cares one way, or another, which is of course a great thing. "Love and Tolerance" is a lie, and I just can't do it in a world, that has chosen to perpetuate the contrary. I don't want to be accepted the way I am. I don't care. I can't care. I just want to leave this place, and go somewhere quiet, preferrably Equestria, but there is no physical way for me to get there. I don't believe the society can be fixed, nor do I think it will stop falling down the tubes any day soon. I need to sleep.
This very moment? It's annoying when you hear people getting hyper over being high for the first time, and second, and third... I fail to see the need for you to alert the world to your new*squee!*gery.
I almost can't stand going to my animation class anymore. There are legit only 4 decent people in the class. Everyone else is a YOLO and Swag idiot. Especially the big 3 as I like to call them. First off I have to mention that we often play games on our computers like Halo and Counter Strike and there is this one kid who I swear has hacks somehow. I don't know how but there is no way you are gonna 1 hit head shot of spawn every time. He is the least annoying because he is avoidable. Next we have this stupid kid who sits right near me and is like "YO YO YO YO YO!" all the time I can't stand it. And finally there is the worst one of all. I like to call him the leprechaun because he dressed up in all green last year. This kid, I can't even begin to explain how annoying he is. Somehow he got moved to sit almost right next to me. I guess I was looking at something pony because he yelled at me, "WOW you gay ass brony." Me, loving and tolerating, tell him, "hey man, haters gonna hate". He then goes on about the most redundant thing. Everything I say he counters and I'm not even talking to him. I know he is just trolling but he was basically shouting which is the worst part. Now everyday whenever I got to class this is what he says. Not to me but he shouts across the class all day, "Open my bag, for a pile of swag!" He keeps asking me to fight him and I say I don't want to (even thought I really do) because I don't want to get suspended. I could totally take him also I am 2 years older than him so it's a little embarrassing refusing to fight him. I know I might seem I am complaining a lot here but when I have had to go through this for 4 weeks now, I am going crazy! Thank God the class is almost over. Phew, just had to get that off my chest. TL;DR Kid who dresses like a leprechaun is making my animation class annoying as hell.
My college is full of misinformed idiots. I just got a letter today saying my financial aid has been revoked because I didn't take the required amount of credits. I took the exact amount of credits that they TOLD me, so now I have to go over there and demand my aid back.....ugh....
