ive had a lot of daydreams where i was thunderstorm (pony in sig) and applejack was my girifriend. i know its weird, but i enjoy my lack of sanity
i cried when i had to kill alex mercer at the end of Prototype 2, when i read my little dashie, when i heard that season three would only have 13 episodes, when i thought the fandom was in danger, yet i DONT cry when i fall down the stairs. go figure
I make sure I do not eat unless I'm absolutely starving. Even then, I think about if I can skip it. I like to picture myself as having a popular youtube channel, doing Let's Plays. I'm always making up my own lyrics to songs.
Here's a little fun fact. Back in September, I was literally a click away from leaving the site. I had my farewell typed up and everything, and I sat there staring at it for around four minutes. When I finally decided to post it, I was redirected to a page that said "Your post must be over 10 characters long" and the entire speech was deleted. I ragequit and stayed on the site. So the only reason I'm still here is because VBulliten derped. I'm still glad about that derp :3
I HATE family vacations, and actually have a massive problem with my father, espessialy after something which happened a few weeks ago .-.
This made me laugh. XD We're glad vB derped too. You're a cool guy. Sent from my DROID3 using Tapatalk 2
I find it hard to stay faithful. I love my partner to death, but I can't help but get feelings for other people too.
This, sadly enough. Also I eat when I'm depressed. And I get fat when I eat. And I get depressed that I'm fat. Most. Vicious. Cycle. EVER.
Sometimes, I actually hope to die in an accident. No, I'm not suicidal, but I'm just not fond of life as I used to be. Whenever I'm driving, I half-hope that a drunk driver runs a red-light and gets me killed. When I walk down the street, I expect a car to lose control and ram me into a building or a brick wall. Before I leave anywhere, I wonder if it'll be the last time in my home. Yes, something is very wrong with me.
Alright, let's see here: A): I know that I am the most hated member of my immediate family and for that reason, I'm their stress-relief and target for just about anything bad, B): I use the Internet as an escape from that and likely would be an extremely depressed loner if it wasn't for this site, C): Helping people out of their own emotional funk only temporarily helps my own, and D): I go around with a happy façade so I don't bring other people down and also in the hope that acting happy will result in actual happiness. Oh, and I still cry over RollTheDice's...well, dying, even though I never actually met him.
I some times think about joining the Royal Marines. I know it isn't that bad but I still have the urge to do it even with the fact I couldn't see any one I'm close to and chances are I wouldn't be coming out from there, not all well any way. That and sometimes I draw little pony story boards about me and RainbowDash going on adventures and stuff.
*Sigh*. Madly in love with one of my friends, but never got the guts to tell her how I feel. I know it; heck, my friends all know, and we sort of discuss this thing behind her back. I think I'll just lie low for a while before I make any big moves.
Ummm let me see.... I've wished for my own death more times than I can remember. Yeah not going any further than that at them moment.
