I guess I'll go ahead and rant on how all my Friends think negative things about that really hurts my feelings because I love MLP...why is it so hard bein' yourself?
Everyone in my school is a jerk. Here's how it goes, If you don't look cool or some crap they think you're weak and stupid. One of the football players tried tackle me, thinking it would be funny because I look like a wimp and I'm in Orchestra. I took Tae Kwon Do for 7 years, So I reacted by using my low weight to my advantage, throwing him to the ground. They still thought I was weak, when I clearly just beat him up. I didn't mind doing this because in my school district, you get in trouble for being involved in any fight, even if you just sit in the corner and cry while you're being beat up. But it turns out, I got in trouble and got detention and the other guy got off scott-free. Later that day, the same person said I will never have a girlfriend, when he has no friends of the opposite gender, when I have 3. So yeah, my school sucks.
This is almost exactly how I feel as well. Fluttershy has always been my favorite. And ya'll don't want to know what I'd do to live in Equestria and leave this piece of crap floating through space. It's almost scary how similar we are. Freaky.
Don't you just hate it when all goes well, and then when you've gotten comfortably numb and happy, it all goes downhill?
I get harassed more by adults than other kids. Actually correction: no kids have harassed me ever except once, it has always been adults, ever since I can remember. On the bright side I told my boyfriend that I like watching MLP and he tolerated me watching it at his house, and now he has told me that I have converted him to a brony because he has begun to watch it without me being there. He says it cheers him up when he's down. That's why I started watching the show in the first place. It makes me feel happy and safe.
I see things very similar to the way you do. This world has become a despicable place, where all that matters is who can be the most morally corrupt. People don't give a damn for anyone around them over then themselves, and no longer are able to put them self in someone else's position. Even if they were in that position only days ago. If you wanna know specifically I'm talking about, earlier in Australia there was a big scare about foreigners immigrating from dangerous places to Australia via boats. Some of the boats were so desperately made its a miracle they were able to reach here, and what's the first thing we do? Put them in refuge camps that are little better than prisons. People are complaining about how they are coming here illegally,without paying through the proper channel. However, there are far more people who have come here illegally by plane, and are still staying here illegally. But of course there isn't being a big fuss made about them because they have money and look to be better off, and people who are better off in this world are never capable of doing anything wrong. One woman from these camps disgusted me. But it was nothing to do with the fact she had been in the camp...well, actually, in a way it was, but only because of how she acted once she was out of those camps. After having been checked through, and allowed to legally live in Australia. She said to reject the boat people, not to even let them stay in the refuge camps, to turn them away and send them back to the conflict that she herself had fled from. Yes...this world is a horrible place. And we may not be able to make this world better. It may be a losing battle. But we're the few who see this world for what it truly is, the tiny spark of light against the darkness. It may be small, but sometimes a spark is all it takes, and as long as we live and stay true to ourselves, our light will burn on. And even though we may not know it, we could very well be making this world the tiniest bit brighter. It may be simply me deluding myself that we can change the world. But the light that Bronies have brought to this world is real. And it is because of this that I continue to live. In the hope that I might live to see even a slightly brighter world tomorrow.
Usually what's on my mind is boring "I have to do this or that" kinda stuff. Or I'm playing out some imagined scenario in my head, I do that a lot, but I care not to elaborate. Sometimes it's good and noble, almost too much so...other times it's evil and twisted. Flip a coin. Mostly what I think about is purpose. My purpose in life, specifically...or rather the lack thereof. Mark Twain once said, "There most important days of your life is the day you were born, and the day you find out why." I worry that I'll never find out why, or possibly worse, that the why might not be anything grand or important. Maybe I was born to dig ditches or something. I also spend a lot of time wondering whether or not I will get to experience everything this life has to offer, such as love...and heartbreak. I believe I have already missed out on a lot of what life has to offer due to my introversion and outstanding lack of sociability, and I wonder if that will ever change. I also worry that if it doesn't, that I'll die never having known many things. And the clock is ticking.
Everyday I wake up I feel more crummy than the day before. I haven't accomplished anything for a few years and have zero resources and money to start anything. My family has too much on their plate as it is to lend me a helping hand. If I can't figure out how to earn decent money on the internet, I'm pretty much screwed. ^My thoughts every morning.
I hate it when someone tells me to do something that I was already planning on doing, making it seem like I'm doing it because I was told to rather than doing it of my own initiative.
How do I possibly squeeze all the possible fun out of every minute I have when I'm not at my soul-sucking job? Oh yeah... ...the internet. Why don't people do awesome stuff anymore? Like go on pilgrimages or viking raids? I suspect internet involvement. Or possibly because it won't clear our legal department. Lawyers...always taking the fun out of a good pillaging.
. Sounds like a glorious endeavor! But I fear we shall have to muster more men before we attempt to take the island in the name of the glorious Lunar Republic. Do we have access to air support?
im sorry i cant let you do that. Britain and new zealand will have to stop you. although we could just let one of our close commonwealth buddies canada to do the same thing they did in 1812.
Canada, pfft haha. But we'll have to keep a close eye on Britain... No air support, but Australia has pledged their allegiance to the cause, they are sending in a shipment of dingos to support the war effort. 'Murica
thats alright but be prepared seeing as one direction's a british band we will get them to put hypnotic messages in there songs to control the minds of the american youths to join our cause. this will be the same with canada and justin bieber.
