Well, I've been lingering around the place for about two weeks, gradually visiting and posting less and less. I haven't really been able to get myself to chat much, and I have doubts that I will anytime soon. I don't even know what it is. I've done this on four different forums, I just can't bring myself to converse and be the affable, fun guy that I used to be. I'm constantly depressed, and after a while, I feel like being quiet is what's best for me. I was going to just leave and spare everyone's notice like I've done on multiple forums prior, but this has been the only forum I've come across with a "farewell" station. Barely felt that I needed to post this because a select few of the ponies here even recognize my username by now, I'm certain, which is utterly my fault for only getting properly acquainted with less than ten others. I don't have much that I want to do here right now besides lurk from time to time, which has been practically all I've done since 3 days after I joined, but guest users can do that. I don't feel like I have much business posting anymore, every time I type something in reply I pause in the middle, forget why I typed it, conclude that it'd be better left unsaid, and just keep lurking. I just lose interest in what I have to say because I don't feel like anyone cares, and I try to stray from making a "meaningless" post, and even now, I'm ambivalent about posting this thread at all. I hope the best for everyone here, I just have a recurring problem that's keeping me from being as social around here as I know I can be. Thanks for the warm welcomes and whatnot, I enjoyed the time I had chatting with people, but alas. Farewell to all.
No you've only been here for two weeks and that's also how long we've been friends for why do you have to leave especially since we talked earlier today?
*hugs tightly* it's sad to see you go. if you need some help, you can always hit me on on skype or pm. I hope we'll see you again, someday.
