Gah, suffering from insomnia really gets on my nerves. I had only 2 hours of sleep last night... and I was rather surprised that I somehow survived the long school day. Confound these school breaks, they drive me to stay up late!
It was boring until you got onto Vent. :derpe: Insomnia sucks, the only advice I can give is to try forcing yourself to sleep at a better time. XD
Oh, boy. Interesting week so far. My boss and friend at work got fired, for apparently no good reason, as he's talking to a lawyer about it. And that leaves us short-handed, of course. I was afraid my vacation for my birthday would get cancelled, but we juggled schedules and I got to keep it. But I'm expecting to be called in. In the meantime, the assistant supervisor is the boss, and he's a jerk. One of the few people that can get on my nerves. And it creates instability, and makes me wonder if my boss can be fired for no good reason, then what about me? Plus, the day I found out I only got three hours of sleep, and caused quite a bit of stress. Oh, well, that was on Sunday, and it's been a little smoother since then.
Today has been exhausting so far. Each class I've been in today has given me at least an hour of homework each, I have 2 hours of track practice after school, and I have to prepare my ROTC uniform for school tomorrow. Needless to say I won't have any free time tonight, let alone the energy to do anything if I did.
Not too great. I got a bad grade on a paper and I don't think I can pull up my grade by the end of the semester. =[
I´m so happy today. http://mylittlefacewhen.com/f/400/ because it´s my birthday and my brother gave me a new pet, it´s the cutest cat than I´ve ever seen. http://goo.gl/qOUqi ... uhm... I´m sorry if I interrupt you... http://goo.gl/zKXGf ... and... I wish you a wonderfull day...
My day was meh/ok. Some pleasant stuff happened, and some not so pleasant stuff happened. But the best thing is; one of my friends is now officially pony-curious. The new Yogscast video did it for him. Yay, congratulations! <3
I'm glad things are getting a bit smoother for you Dante, you're a good guy, which makes me certain that if you just keep your head up a bit longer things will get better. :] I sure am, I need some time to think and relax myself. X] Tomorrow is another day, I'm sure you'll get that free time you've worked toward soon, dude. :] Not to sound cliched, but still: never give up. You'd be surprised how close I came to failing a class (If I had 1% less, I would've been screwed), the modern school system is also much more flexible than it was back in the old days, just show that you want improvement and are willing to learn and I'm sure your teacher will help you out and even have you pass. :] That's awesome! And thank you for wishing us a wonderful day. :] Pony-curious you say? Help sway them towards the herd! :derpe: Also, Yogscast is pretty awesome.
So far, my day has not been very good. It's not so much simply because of today itself but because of a whole bunch of things piling up one on top of the other. I'm really tired right now and college is getting more and more difficult to bear. While I am learning a lot at college and doing well enough, the courses are very intensive and there is a great deal that is presented to us. Alongside this, there is a great deal expected of us in return. While the beginning of the semester was more lax on homework, as we got past the middle and now onto the end, the work is beginning to pile up and become excessive. While I am keeping up with the work, it has been very difficult to keep myself going. This is in addition to the fact that I'm having a rough time getting along with the other students now. I've got a few people I am close with, but there are several people who constantly express annoyance at me. To add to the stress, there was a student who decided to trick me at the registration for semester two's courses and tell me the wrong section; I am now slated for a completely different group of students than I had this semester. This situation ended up so bad that I had to go to the Dean of Nursing here. The student lied to her face, saying "I didn't try to trick her; I honestly didn't know about the other section until after I saw her." The dean grilled her and tried to uncover this falsehood but the student said nothing more so nothing else could be done. Finally, there's my social life otherwise. Having lost my best friend of 22 years and finding myself all alone in a city where I didn't feel welcome to begin with does not make any of this any easier. That, coupled along with all the emotional issues my hormones are giving me in the form of a "second puberty," is making college more difficult than it needs to be. I will say this much: I'm grateful that I have people here to speak with every day about my life whom I can draw support from; life would be unbearable right now without you all. Thank you to everyone; you are all much loved and very appreciated! I can't wait to get home so I can spend more time with everyone. You know, I'm feeling better already. :3
I'm glad you can find comfort in this forum, it seems to me that a lot of people do and that's really striking to me, it seems most people in this world just want to bring others down for their own gain and never stop to think about the other person- or the world around them for that matter. I hope you College life improves, just remember that you're the only that can actually improve it. :3
Yeah, you're absolutely right. I feel that the Pony communities are finally using the internet the way it was meant to be used. I feel very loved and supported here. Thank you so much for your support! EDIT: I'm honored you thought my post was wonderful. ^///^
Spent all day finishing my drawing. Played Metroid Prime for a while. Watched The Walking Dead. And to top it all off, didn't study a dang thing for tomorrows exam.
How was my Day?.... Well I woke up to go to the Thrift store to Hunt down games and found Phantasy Star Online Episode 1 & 2 for Gamecube, Went to my Retro game store to see what to buy and bought, Gauntlet Legends and Big Mountain 2000 for the N64, plus GunForce for the SNES and Went to the Mall to do some Christmas Shopping for my Friends and my Girlfriend. Drove Home and listened to Dubstep and cleaned my room and Went to Class and came back for my Father's 50th Birthday and Drew some Drawing Projects and Now i'm here. Good Day. :3
My day was great, but busy. I have to pack all the rest of this week so we can be moved into the new house by Sunday and go around finding jobs.
Well, once again I have more than likely screwed any hopes for enjoying a relationship with someone up again. The girl I like is dealing with another guy being upset and yelling at her for liking me instead of him, as I stated in a now locked thread *We have a depression thread rule?* Well... I'm not able to do anything. She won't talk to me about anything, she won't even hang out with me an is going home for the night to avoid everyone. So I can't help her with that. If I go and confront the guy, that'll just make things worse. So I can't help her there. I can't help at all. I have to stand idley by and watch my seeming happiness break apart and fall down around me once again. I've been angry about it today, and when I was walking with her from class she just says she's going to go home for the night and then says see you later. No hug. No kiss. Nothing but a cold feeling of sadness and pure anger which I haven't felt the latter of the two in ages. I walked away and now I'm pretty sure that screwed up a lot of stuff. So yea. My day was delightful.
It will get better, I promise. If not with this person, than someone else I'm sure. As far as my day, I slept a reasonable amount today (very unlike me, being depressed lately has led to 13+ hour sleeps at night) and didn't go to my morning classes again (which is not a good habit at all and makes me upset). I hung out with my friend Mary for the past few hours and now I'm anticipating going to my psychology class tonight. As far as conscious thoughts of sadness and worry, though, today has been fairly mild, so I'm happy about that. I also might go to the gay club with my pseudo-boyfriend tonight...I really hope we get to, that will be so fun!
Cheer up, Blize. I know this won't really help right now, but when you calm down a little, reflect on what we're telling you - things do get better. You don't have to find the girl of your dreams by 21 or any age. Just sit back for a bit, and see how things unfold. And, as always, we're here to help, or even just listen if you want some one to talk to. As for my day, it's my birthday, and I'm just hanging out on the computer for now. May go out later, although I have no money so it'll have to be something extremely cheap!
