Well EXCUSE ME, but I'm pretty sure you read my god damn blog entry. I've been dealing with MY OWN PERSONAL PROBLEMS. I'm NOT TRYING to appear every now and then. It's just..... hard, you know? I'm practically a freaking adult now and turning 19 very soon. As much as I enjoy being here, I don't plan on leaving. I love this place, made lots of memories here. though I feel like I should leave because my mind is telling me to. I just feel like I don't belong here anymore...
-sigh- I wasn't intending for any aggressiveness. Though I suppose that came of like I was telling you what to do and that's something I didn't want to do. Honestly, I've been feeling a lot anger of my own toward thing with myself and with life in general. Though I don't generally try to use that to hurt the people I enjoy talking to. Though I think it has been seeping into my words a bit while I've been here. I get you are dealing with things, and I am myself. Though I really shouldn't expect others to be like me and how I push through things. Let alone try to force what cannot be. But you do belong here. And if my own behavior has changed your thoughts about that, then I really am sorry.
It's fine. I can't think right. Though it feels like I HAVE to be here and talk since I've been a active member for a really long time now.
Yeah. You were rather active and I was too at some point. I just have taken to lurking and posting whenever I can.
I think it's safe to say that many of us aren't active on here very much. Hell, just posting episode reviews has gotten harder for me. And some don't come around here at all anymore. I don't wanna say the forum is on a decline but there has certainly been a noticeable lul in the action. I hope y'all are able to get through whatever it is you are dealing with.
You know it's sad when someone who doesn't even like the show is one of the most active members of the site.
Eh. My fondness of MLP has waned quite a bit. The only reason I guess I've clinged on to this place is because of those I've gotten to know here and the small part of me that stubbornly refuses to give up on like liking ponies.
Lio said it in the past and while I was angry at him at the time. He is right. This is turning out to be very similar to how my forum went down. It seems only the forum games are active. If it continues like this newcomers will see its barely active anywhere else and it will not make them want to stay but at this point there is nothing to save it. Just ride it out while it lasts.
This hater isn't going anywhere. Seriously though... all in all I don't care for the show. There are characters I like, a couple good episodes, but when all is said and done... I can't stand the show. I still like EG, maybe not the most recent installments, but FIM...nope. Sorry, can't stand it. Tried it, but it's just not my cup of tea.
Gonna be honest here, I lost interest in MLP months ago because I just wasn't too fond of it anymore. Maybe I'm getting older or the show lost its charm. (At least for me) I'm still here because I support this place and it's a nice community that I enjoy. I've been trying to find other places to socialize (not just Discord, hence I'm sure that's where most of the members went). I do lurk sometimes yes, but that doesn't mean I'm not going to chat anymore. It's just.......boring here (or lack of a better term). I do try and post, but it doesn't feel the same how it used to be.
