My Regrets

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  1. Affection

    Affection A Pony Every Pony Should Know

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    Hi everyone. I type this with shaky hands so bare with me.
    I've been flooded with PM's all yesterday and today. If you haven't already known, I feel down. This might not be as heartbreaking as some other threads, but this is why I am not sure about what I'm going to do. I know I might come across as complaining, but this is my explaination. I'm not going to name names here so don't try to drag them out of me.
    Over the past few days, I've been on the RP chat and the EPR chat and I was having a good time. Then, out of nowhere, I started to judge someone. I said things about this person that I don't want to repeat to anyone ever again. I was harsh. The only person I said these things to was Yetione. We talked and I wanted to confront the other person that was involved in this. He did it for me and I started to feel like crap about it. I figured out that the whole thing was just an RP and I started to break down. I said these things to someone and now I realize the whole thing was for fun. I cried my eyes out knowing I did that to another person in this community. After talking a lot to Yetione, he calmed me down. I thought I could control my anger, but it came back. I did it again. I said things I regret and in the back of my mind, I'm thinking that I shouldn't do this. It's not right. My mind pushed that thought away and I confronted the person again about it. He still told me that it was an RP. Then I lost it. I couldn't take it anymore.

    Now, I feel like I've betrayed this community. I prosecuted someone and said horrible things. I'm sorry. Now, I think of myself as another problem that no one cares about. Another tiny dot on a radar of bigger, better, brighter dots than mine. I'm a burden. I don't belong here and I shouldn't even have the right to call myself a brony. A brony doesn't make fun of someone else. A brony doesn't get mad at a simple RP. I'm not a brony, and don't say I am. I'm shouldn't even be allowed to be apart of everypony. Now, I'm going to tell you the solution to this. I don't know if I will but I'm thinking of leaving. It would be the same without whinny, complaining Affection getting on everyones nerves and causing chaos. I'm leaning toward the side of leaving right now. Part of me doesn't want to do it, but the majority of my thinking is telling me it's for the best. I think that's correct. It's for the best.
     
  2. chocolatechip

    chocolatechip Now known as Neoshadow

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    we all make mistakes,the trick i to larn from thoe mistakes to be a better person
     
  3. Yetione

    Yetione Local snowpony

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    we are bronies, we forgive and forget.
    note the "we" part.
    you're in that we part.
    flooding pm is proof that people really care about you, and that you're welcome here..
    don't talk so bad about yourself, you know you're a good person, and that you only cared that that person was safe.
    yes, you may have been bit overprotective, but you did it because you care.
    as well, we care about you. don't do this to yourself.
    *hugs tightly*
     
  4. Echoax

    Echoax Greed Probably
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    Affection, you can't leave is place it won't be the same with out you. You may have done something you regret,but we all have. From what I understand, you felt bad about it and attempted to make it better.

    This community is about forgiving and forgetting. I might not have known what you've done but I aswell as the whole community forgives you.

    So I ask you Affection, please do not leave the forum and remember that [size=+2]All Will Be Well[/size]

    -- Sent from my Palm Pre using Forums
     
  5. Scyithe

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    As everyone already said, forgive and forget. You're a nice person/pony, just because of one mishap doesn't mean you should leave the site and give up being a brony. Now cheer up or I will get Silva to give you a hug again heh.
     
  6. FrankT

    FrankT A Pony Every Pony Should Know
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    You shouldn't have to leave because of those mistakes. Everybody makes mistakes in life and while you should be ashamed of yourself, you don't need to leave the boards altogether. Look - if it'll make you feel any better: a short while ago I thought I wasn't fit to be a Brony; I was trying to justify use of violence in self-defence, when an anti- one attacks you. I even contemplated going into hiding and things!
     
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  7. Setzertrancer

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    No! I will hug you so tightly, that you will not be able to leave, because my love is too powerful.

    I have learned things about my fellow forum members that are really disturbing, but I will forgive and forget it all, because all bronies, including you are great people. Better people then I have ever met in real life. I will even go as far as to say, nicer and more open minded then my best friend.

    Everyone in this community is awesome and we all have our weak moments, but the fact that we are willing to show our weakness in front of each other, goes to show how much love and tolerance is in this community.

    I will hug you tight Affection until you calm down, you are not leaving I won't let you. I love you.
     
  8. Thanapony

    Thanapony A Pony Every Pony Should Know

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    There's no need to leave, Affection... as Bronies we forgive and forget...
    And everyone makes mistakes sometimes, you didn't know it was all for fun on the RP so it couldn't be your fault!
    And running away from your mistakes never solves anything, I should know.
    We all love you anyways no matter what, but you shouldn't judge yourself so harshly!
    And we've never thought of you as wimpy or whiny, so no need to feel so down!
    I hope you stay, I want to get to know you better! Please don't leave the forums!
     
  9. Zephyr Wind

    Zephyr Wind FWOOOSHH

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    I can't say anything that I haven't already told you in PMs. Everyone here loves you and it won't feel right if you go.

    Listen carefully...there is no way any of us can become the idealistic, perfect brony. We all have our faults....what makes us bronies is that we strive to become the best versions of ourselves. We may fail countless times, but we keep trying...no matter what. No one here is a perfect, purely good person. Not me, not anyone. That's why we're all here....to help one another....

    Please stay....
     
  10. Saikyo

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    Read the sig man, read the sig.
    Zephyr, you are so right I don't think you realize just how right you are.
     
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    Everypony!

    HUG HIM, LOVE HIM! DON"T LET HIM LEAVE!

    I am still hugging you and I won't let go. It is physically impossible for you to leave.

    Zephyr, Pixel, FrankT, and Thana are guarding the exit with their arms wide open in loving embrace.

    There is no escape. You are a brony FOOOOREVER!
     
  12. Dwynter

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    I can't add much more to what's been said, except - I can't imagine this forum without Affection.
     
  13. Thanapony

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    @Setzertrancer: Very well... YOU SHALL NOT PASS!

    But enough with the jokes, I'd like to say again; PLEASE DON'T LEAVE!
    Because, Everypony means EVERYPONY, and yes we all would miss you. We're more of a family than a forum right?
    I hope you decide to stay :)
     
  14. ibage

    ibage Practically Part of the Site Itself

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    This.

    Making mistakes is part of the human experience. They provide you with a chance to see what you did wrong and the opportunity to fix it. I'm more than positive all of us here have made mistakes. This community is more than willing to forgive and forget. There's nothing big enough that you'd have to leave for.
     
  15. Saikyo

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    I second this. Especially with my past problems.
     
  16. testyal1

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    I 500,000th this.

    No, seriously, I've made similar mistakes, Affection, and have I left? No, sir. Remain, eat cake, and cuddle ponies.
     
  17. zora-heart

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    Affection, Everypony dont gonna let you leave, I cant said something that the others already had said, but I gonna said it anyway, DONT LEAVE AFFECTION!!!!! WE THE BRONYES TAKE CARE EACH OTHERS, and we gonna help you to cheer up =)
     
  18. Double Rainbow "Dash"

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    Have you seen my introduction posts?

    You'll be here FOREVERRR!!! :grin:

    Anyways we don't want anypony to leave, it's ok if we make a mistake or two or more. We will forgive anypony.

    Love and Tolerance.
     
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    Affection, i may not know you well, but what the commotion i hear from everypony else is that you are a great person. Don't let a little misunderstandment make you leave. I've had similar problems like this in a different forum i frequent, and they always forgave me and let it go. That is the brony way, forgive and forget. And even if you don't consider yourself a brony, we do.
    So for the sake of your friends here on Everypony... *hugs* don't go, stay and enjoy the cookies :D
     
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    I honestly don't understand why you're beating yourself up like this. Can't you see none of us are perfect, and we all forgive and love each other for it all the same? :O

    You're going to stay, we're gonna love you AND YOU'RE GOING TO LOVE UUUUUSSSS!!!! (evil flutterlaugh)
     

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