It's a topic I've never really thought a lot about until these past few months. Lost my father to a heart attack in May, and my grandfather last week. I've been trying to just remember the good times and enjoy my summer, but I can't get over the fact that I had so much to say and do with them. But it's all gone now. It might have been easier had it been later in life, but I'm only 19. Life sucks sometimes, just needed to vent.
