Wow, my first post and I'm already asking for help, what an achievement. Perhaps I should start lower... I am LostAgain, a human who would not call himself a brony. I found that, however infinitely amusing, I feel embarrassed to watch MLP:FiM. I try to watch it as much I can, but every time I do, I fall deeper into spiralling depression. I love the show and have shown it to friends, but this makes me feel worse. I am not typically a possitive person in the first place, and it feels terrible to have this inside boilling in my emotions. I seek knowledge of a being who experienced similar feelings, and yes, I have read the “Five Stages of Brony Development” post, so I know there has to be an answer. You'll see me again, LostAgain P.S.: I appolagize for any and all grammatical errors, I am running on a VERY low-tech computer, thus there is no spell-check, and it cannot handle a dictionary and a forum at once.