Ok, so for the past few months, I've been feeling depressed... I don't know how it started, but I just feel this heavy sadness. Ok, so I'm not only a Brony, but a Furry. Getting hated because I'm in both amazing communities does not help. I met this really nice furry girl on Omegle, a few days ago. She was wearing a fursuit, and we talked for a while, and she was extremely nice. She gave me her YouTube channel, so later I was watching one of her videos,when in the comments some guy was bashing on her, telling her to kill herself because she was a Furry. I tried telling the guy off, but he just mocked me. I honestly don't know if I have a crush on her, if I just really want to be her friend, or what, but I really just want to talk to her again, she was so nice to me... I'm getting tired of all the stuff people are saying about us Bronies and Furries, and I feel terrible. I feel this terrible heavy feeling in my chest and it hurts. I'm a Christian, and everyone says that God has a special someone out there for everyone, but I'm not so sure about me... I mean, who would want to date me? I used to get a lot of second glances from girls in 9th grade, but I honestly don't think I'm that handsome. I need to be with a Furry, and there aren't many Furry girls out there, and even less Christian Furry girls. I just feel discouraged sometimes, and I just hate myself right now... I just want to talk to that girl again, I was actually happy when I did. I feel pissed off at myself all the time. I always screw things up, me and my Mom get into fights alot. I have ADHD, and I forget to wash my face, or shower or things, and then we fight about it. I'm only turning 17 this August, and going into 11th grade next year, but I already feel terrible. For those of you that have been reading this whole thing, thank you. It means alot to be apart of two amazing fandoms, but recently, I just don't know anymore...
There's a rule against threads like this, I'm afraid. Hope ya start feeling better soon, but- Thread Closed
