It's nothing personal, really (alright, maybe it is), but...the whole reason I came here in the first place was to find some comfort and peace, somewhere where I can be myself without any problems or trouble. But a few minutes ago I made a little mistake in the chatroom. I was just joking around, I derped, I do that a lot and it's usually not too big of a problem. I may have made the mistake of listening to Arianna Grande and not helping myself or keeping control. I had NO intention of being rude, and I didn't think it would be harmful in anyway. I guess it must have been bad timing or whatever, but it happened, and I REALLY wish it didn't happen, or happened differently (maybe if I was listening to David Guetta it would be more appropriate). I'm really sorry for that very unfortunate event. And I don't know how many times I can say that before I feel better. Forgiveness kinda sways back and forth between high and low pretty much everywhere, but I really feel the best thing to do is just disappear into the smoke, leave my Everypony shadow behind for everypony to remember, and NEVER show my face here again. I made connections here, which is probably the reason for my mistake. I guess it may be after all better to just be alone; you can't be able to hurt anyone else. Sometimes I feel REALLY misunderstood, like Fluttershy in this song here: [video=youtube;k10_b0Z5i5o]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k10_b0Z5i5o[/video] But of course it only seems that no matter where I go, I'll never find a true friend, and even though I assume ya'll somehow have it in your hearts to forgive me for this mistake, this is the only way to get this weight off my chest. Once again, I'm VERY sorry for what I did, and maybe someday I might find it in my heart to forgive myself, and I might still somewhat be online, but for right now I think it's best if I just...lay off for a bit; find more productive, life-healthy stuff to do with the rest of my summer, in hopes that it may be the LAST summer I spend in this world, that I may hopefully one day find a better place to live. I'm sorry it has to be like this, but I can't live with this weight on my chest. I really love you all, ya'll are the people I guess I've felt the closest to, even if that was the primary source for my mistake. My apologies, my condolences, and my farewells.
Dude, you said the lyrics to a part of the song and someone picked on it rather than thinking it was the song, not your fault dude. No one was phased by it either other than to that moment until it was cleared up, no one is holding a grudge to you or nothing like that. If you want to leave, I bid you a farewell, but I can only see you over-sizing the calibre of your mistake (Or whatever you want to call it, it wasn't much of a mistake, or an incident at all.) completely right now. Regardless, farewell if you choose to leave.
If you're leaving because of the chat incident, you did nothing wrong. It was simple misunderstanding. I hope you stay, I'd be a shame for you to leave. If you do best of luck with your future endeavors.
But seriously. You reeeeaaaaally need to stop being such a drama queen. The moment you realize that nobody does anything specifically to target or hurt you, you'll feel a lot better. Far be it from me to stop you from leaving, but if you're leaving because of a simple misunderstanding, and drawing from that a conclusion that you'll never find a true friend and that you'll always be misunderstood, then you really need to chill out and not take everything so very personally. You might think it's not that simple, but when you do it, you'll realize it actually was that simple all along.
Alright well I'm going to lockity lock now. I feel that what has been said so far is enough to make the point. Jason, whether or not you stay is ultimately up to you though I'd really reconsider your current thoughts of just leaving over what is a rather trivial matter. Whether or not you intend to work out your issue is up to you as well, but I ask that you please do so privately.
