Crimson Rose 2

Published by Kitzune_Devilkun in the blog My Bleeding Heart. Views: 419

Lot to figure out for myself. Seperated from society too long and...no one understands you or takes the time. Like how many of you have ever been left alone with little care? How many of you have had to depend on yourself rather than others? I'm sure there's a few.

Me? I may be looked weird after this, but I'll still say it.

I grew up with my imagination. Learning to support myself and creating...imaginary friends to support me along the way. Guess who they were...Raised by...well...really myself, I became distant from everyone. Learning people, boundaries, limits, customs, so on...it's all a pain, but I still keep trying. Many of my friends (The real ones) get it...somewhat. Few though can understand it by heart.They've been through it themselves. They know what it's like and those are my closest and truest of friends. There are still a few I'm trying to get to understand, but it's not easy. Even with open minds, they're not seeing something. That's why I write.

The Crimson Rose is a story I made. It's more of a diary really. A stallion with a diary...I know...but I tried it when I was a kid and began to vent. Problem is that there's no one to hear me out. To truly see eye to eye and feel heart to heart. I wonder when that day will come. So like my personal OC, I travel in the shadows looking for a light. Like Luna, I need to be understood and reintroduced to everyone. Been away for too long. Sure I haven't been gone a thousand years, but it hurts just to feel that solitude for even a day...*sighs*
Nov 26, 2012
  • Caberea
    Caberea Nov 26, 2012
    I'm a bit different, I've never been 'introduced to society' and I don't really want to anymore. Society hates people like me. People who stand up for what they believe in and try to make a difference. There is quote that I think sums up my life rather nicely. I can't remember it word for word, or who wrote it, but it goes something like this "The world keeps on pushing us down, and to those who push back, the world points and cries: 'Evil!'"

    The voices in my head were probably the only things keeping me alive until a couple of years ago. Now I've found this community, yet I'm still on the fringes of society, trying to find the few people I've met in real life who are able to overcome the pressure to conform.

    That's enough about me though. I guess all i have to say is that though you may feel that you need to be reintroduced to this world, remember that most of the world needs that just as much as you do, if not more.
  • Kitzune_Devilkun
    Kitzune_Devilkun Nov 26, 2012
    Well said.
You need to be logged in to comment
Log in