- Day 22 - 2 Days from Now - Wednesday

Today wasn't as cold as I thought it was. With the sun out things got quite warm.
Now today was good. I mean very good. A lot good stuff came out of today but why do I feel unsatisfied?
Why do I get this feeling of being unhappy with myself. Well I think I have the answer. Too much happiness can kill you. So I believe my happy self is somewhere deep down inside of me celebrating silently.
I mean, I'm happy, but I'm not expressing it. Because I have had moments where I show that I'm so happy that it gets ruined by a terrible news. Try to picture it this way. Some random person is so happy in life. Goes around showing it off then all of a sudden he gets diagnosed with cancer or some other guy decides to take his happiness away. Destroying the former individual's life. See what I'm trying to get at?

You can live a happy life but you're always going to go down because of something. It's like death. It is inescapable. Makes you wanna say "I hate my life"