Everything is just frustrating.

So I started that counseling thing so I can hopefully figure out how fix my life. It's just sucks to try apply any advice and it doesn't work because the society I live in is *squee!*ty or some other complication comes up. I'm so pissed off right now that all I want to do is pack all my *squee!* and just leave this *squee!*ing state, but its not gonna happen over night. Plus I have so many issues that its really hard to know where or how to even start. Everything is just real *squee!*ed up with what feels like no way it will ever get fixed.