I hated my life back then...

You guys probably won't even care to begin with, but I wasn't always happy and cheerful. I had a lot of issues that needed resolving; one in particular which was my own anger and animosity towards others. I was always bullied, hit and outright verbally abused by people at school. I had no friends to help me through my suffering, my sadness... I wondered at times why I even bothered coming to school every day. I really had nothing to be proud of, very little mattered in my life at all.

But when I had a friend, he was so nice to me, even helped me get through my pain. I thought we'd be friends until the end, but I was so wrong... One day he decides to join the others in mocking and telling me I was worthless, nobody would love someone like me. then came the insults:​

"You draw ponies? That's so lame! You can't do anything right, and will always be a nobody to me."

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I was really confused as to why my friend had turned on me, he never was like this before... every time people would mock me and beat me for reasons I didn't understand. But really...I just wanted to disappear off the face of the earth after that. I didn't want friends anymore because all I felt they would do is torture me and belittle me. Anytime I saw anyone, I became cold and only gave harsh words, why give them the respect they never showed me?

All I ever knew was animosity for anyone I met, I didn't care If their feelings were hurt or they didn't want to speak with me anymore. As long as they left me alone, I was perfectly fine with it. The pain and suffering I had to go through just turned me into someone I wasn't, and I kind of hated it to tell the truth. But I felt it necessary to keep from feeling that pain ever again.

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But after 10 years, I met a group of friends who saw nothing wrong with me, but did their best to try and make me go back to the way I used to be. I'm as happy and cheerful as ever thanks to their efforts, I guess I should name a few off the bat:

Lightning Dash
Twisted Cyclone
Clarity Heart
Lil Cinnamon
Juggerhawk
World Runner
Thomas
Shadow Dashie

The list goes on... but I want to thank every one of you for your support and patience when dealing with me. I know it must have been a hard task, but I do mean it when I say thank you so much for all your help.