I've found myself at last... I believe anyway

Firstly is the changeling queen angle I've been pulling for a while on here. While Chrysalis is enjoyable, she wasn't truly me. Though she is the center piece to how I ended up evolving myself. I ended up making or at least discovering the true changeling me. I now know my true ponysona, I have been kinda open about it. I have found myself as a Changeling Queen named Queen Ayerin. A very kindly queen despite her role and appearance. A outcasted kindness that looks to make friends, not enemies.

I also have alternate sona. This one more focusing on the subconscious psychosis of my being. A Sona that emphasizes my lust for the end of order. A world up in flames and ready to be ruled by the people. This sona has been dormently evolving into Casserane. She started as just a character I made and drew on occasion which evolved with me. Little did I know I ended up making a mirror of my real life self through her. Casserane is one that has accepted not only the enviable decay of the system, but the darkness in her self. Fully willing to unleash the waiting beast inside when her time comes. She has always has a bitter disposition hiding her playfulness and pain. Very rarely showing how she really feels. Keeping a lot about herself a secret and keeping a few friends she makes. I would show these drawings but they are just that. Plus I don't have a scanner, so yeah. This only recently making sense as I thought and meditated on it.

So yeah. There you have it. My true state comes in two forms. Though I dought enough will care to read this, this is what I am in spirit. So I'll leave it at that.