Life back too normal? Should have known better then that.

A portion of you probably recall my last blog (before this one, obviously) saying how life got in the way and beat me down more times then I could get up. Well, I thought those days were going to be done and over with by now. It would seem as if I was horribly mistaken and wrong on so many different levels. But a little background before I go into my large explanation as to why I'm going on a HIATUS. As it's not fair to say "I'll be around at some point". Anyway...

For those of you who don't know what I do in terms of work, I am the Production Assistant to a Certified Financial Planner. Basically, my boss is that guy that helps people with their money - as in saving up for retirement. He specializes mainly in retirement - so you put money into certain accounts in hopes of them gaining more money then you put in pending different options. It's a stressful job but it's 8:30 to 5:00 or 12:00 to 5:00 pending the week and whether or not my horse grooming skills are needed by a friend of mine (said friend is the daughter of my trainer and the owner of the stable where I keep my horse. Working for her or her daughter earn me hours which earn me $10 per hour which earns me money off my board fee - so it's important I do that). I was able to fit in DJing during the evening and I was pretty damn happy.

Work told me about a project that was coming outt - we're buying out another CFP's business. That means we're getting more clients added to our already decent sized group. I thought it was going to be well thought out, kinda easy once you got a system. I was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO WRONG. As much as I love my manager considering she's my mother, I can't help but flip the universe at how CHAOTIC this transition is going. There is SO MUCH that should've been done before we started editting paperwork (as we have to send "transfer of broker/dealer & rep" forms to certain companies. Great? Right? Yeah. No. This was SO horribly thought out. I was told it was going to be easy. Bullcrap. All of it. I'm SO livid just thinking about it. It stresses me out so much it has me almost breaking down every time I just walk into the office. (I work overtime for this so... yay...) Either way it takes up my time, my energy and my sanity. On top of that my computer is dying MUCH quicker then I thought. I've had to uninstall SO MUCH just to keep it running at a decent pace. It lags into almost everything I do now. That means it was alreayd lagging with the Livestream studio... it's lagging even WORSE to the point it'd just be useless.

I was going to steal my mom's laptop for DJing but she's been using it for the transition so that's not an option. And I'm not going to DJ while I'm at my boyfriend's because well... 1. I'm distracted, 2. I do like getting off the computer after half an hour or an hour to go say hi to him. We're the typical nerd couple. Hug. Cuddle. GAMES. Yeah. So... tthat'd just be rude. This has also made it difficult to figure out a plan for people getting the prizes they won forever ago. At first I thought I was going to be able to do it and then everyhthing crashed down on me ONCE MORE. \o/ Long story short. <_< The world isn't done kicking me around yet. X3 But I'm not done kicking back. So for those of you waiting on prizes: I'm going to tell some key people to contact you about it, I swear to god.



For everyone in general: forgive me. If I could change this I would and I'd DJ every freakin' night. But right now... I literally don't have the means to do so. I'm so so very sorry and I won't be around very often til after this transition and until I can get a decent enough computter to do stuff on. I might be able to borrow a friend's old tower that's still pretty decent. But that'll be a week or so.... all of my love all of my apologies. I can't say sorry enough. Thank you and I hope to see you all very soon.