Never giving up

So for those few people who will have read it, i recently posted up a poem here: http://www.everypony.com/forums/showthread.php?7127-Caberea-Poetry-Den&p=291887#post291887 Which i wrote during Physics.

The reason why I wrote this during physics was essentially to stop myself from attempting to either kill myself, or kill the person who had done it.

You see earlier today I had been recording the vocal tracks for a song which I had been doing in music, and there was one recording which didn't sound so good and i ended up scrapping entirely, because when i say it didn't sound so good i meant it sounded awful. There was no soul in it, it was out of tune, and I didn't know half the words when i did it either, so yeah, it sucked.

However, someone had managed to record it on their i-phone or something without me knowing about it, and two lessons later, the whole school had heard it. Someone even played it out loud from their laptop during Physics, and I haven't stopped being tormented about it (It took about an hour since they recorded it and I've been being harrased about it all day.)

As you may have guessed from the poem. This has been making me feel really bad, on the verge of tears since it hasn't let up. It was bad enough having to be called "Pony*squee!*" wherever i went without hearing them playing that awful vocal track and laughing at me. But as you'll also have realised, I'm not going to let this get the better of me. I'm not going to lash out, or retreat into being some social recluse like i was before this show.

Yes, this isn't funny like my rants normally are, more of just a way of getting things off my chest, but for anyone reading this, thank you.