Orion Can't get any Thing

cheer you up, huh? well, for one thing, I'll send you an extremely silly video:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VrPw-6UiJns
for another, if you're having a sh*t day, you can message me anytime, and I'll be there for you.
Just out of curiosity, what have you got goin' on in your real life? is it a lack of something you feel you need, or a direct problem that is weighing you down?
btw if you were to drop dead, you most likely would not feel your body hit the floor. You would slip right out of consciousness too quickly

also there's nothing wrong with being weird, so please don't be worried about that. Heck, I'm obsessed with Otters to the point where I think of "SilverTheOtter" as my alter-ego, so if anyone's crazy around here I call dibs. Plus, I guarantee I have the world record for most awkward moments :derpe:

Thanks for the comments. My personal life, I have been called gay stupid, retarded, and the other common ones. I am super skinny, and I lack in comparison to my sisters athletic abilities. I am the smart weird nerdy one who is only equal to my sisters in popularity, but not for all the right reasons.

I have developed so much into different people, I have a case of slight MPD. I am also schitzofrenic, and I have many mental issues, without being diagnosed by the doctor. I haven't seen a doctor in 2 years.

Alright, first things first the big thing: How severe is the schitzofrenia? Specifically, do you ever suffer from auditory hallucinations? Do you have trouble speaking or communicating? are you paranoid often? or is it less prevalent than all that?

Seems to me like you could use some bearded wisdom.

That idiot is always me.

I actually did this a couple of days ago in a public place.

answers: It is moderate, not too bad. I very commonly have auditory hallucinations. I have speech issues, and often bring up random subjects of what I see. I'm paranoid often of anything that has cared me in the past, like spiders, and today small birds.