random blog post (more like writing my mind out)

Bonsoir my friends,
And everyone else too, i guess,

You might have all noticed how i've retired recently. And by recently, i mean the past few months following my last blog post (wich was about politics, peace and human movements if i remember well).
There's a good reason to it- i might not be able to log in anymore. I'm not quitting, but i can't say i'll be able to hold all of the projects i had (MLP-related or not), and the image i once had here as faded so much that i feel like a ghost anyway.
I've changed a lot. Had lots of job. Trying to clean up my messes everywhere. That leads me to the cold truth;
I might not have any place to call home anymore. All of my valuable possessions might be sold to survive for a while. I'm considering slowly walking to the west, then south to meet a few of you guys (Startin' with Snow, of course).
This is nothing like a good-bye; it's a ''I'll be away for a few months. Trying to get a living, then moving, then living and surviving, then moving again. Eventually, i hope i'll be able to meet a few of y'all- those who remember me as their friend or someone they knew.

Now, i'm sure you want to know why. Well, here's the truth- i'm currently fighting my way to survival. Those who know me enough will understand if i say ''It's only war preparations, 'Cause war's coming.'' Winter is at our doors again, and i have to grow stronger- so moving to the south might let me learn a few things. I'll be coming to your respective towns and clean up. I've let things slip too much and i wasn't able to act by the distance- so hopefully i'll be able to kill things that might be a threat to y'all.

Anyways. That is all- PM me in the next few days if you want to know more, or if you want me to pass through your town. Evil must be destroyed before anything happens, and i heard that almost all of the ones in charge in your sector either quitted or died- and i talk about the US in general. I've gave myself the responsability to protect you instead, so i'm coming.
Another thing to talk about- the sacrifices i've made in the past months for my so-called friends (those i meet everyday).
'Not saying they're unloyal or that they've done bad things, but they've... ''slowed'' my ''apprentissage route''. In other words, they savagely beaten up my motivation to keep going- so i'll try and do what i'm good at and hope to get paid as i'm doing it. Make a job out of my services. Isn't it the worst of ideas ever? Yes it is. But it's the only thing i can do and know that is right.
So expect me soon, in the months to come. This summer, i'll try to survive long enough to get to y'all and repair my mistakes, and hopefully put you on the good people list of Santa- or whatever other metaphor you'd like. After all of this, i might even consider moving out in Texas.

So... If you need anything, let me know. Might you all be able to succeed in life, and your projects flourish. Keep being a good fandom-host/forum, we all need such a place once in a while.