Something I've been meaning to say

Hey everypony, my first blog post yaay! I shall say something I've been meaning to say for a long time, I just haven't had the words, or I've been in quite a state.

So anyway lets begin!

Most of you who see me posting in the GCT will probably notice that I am either very happy, or extremely depressed and paranoid because of some or other problem I have facing me. Sometimes the problems are big, other times they are just itty bitty things that I let get to me. Well basically I'm going to explain as to why I'm like this and then I'll tell you how YOU guys helped me out of it.

So as to why I am like this:
In my childhood around Grades 4-7 I was verbally bullied by a few random idiots in my class, they were arrogant, rude and very annoying, they seemed to not only target me, bet they never seemed to leave me alone. I was always the Nerd in school, people also took advantage of the fact that I was an introvert and only socialized with my other friends, they would ask me very awkward questions and laugh at the fact that I failed so horribly at answering them sensibly.

Anyway, I forgave them, but for some reason I could not forget what they did, every now and again my brain would remind me about all those little things, and I would be in a bad mood again. That carried on all my life, and as the bad experiences piled up so did the reminders and now it had gotten to the point when even the littlest thing affects me and reduces me to a wreck unless I know precisely how to handle it. That's why I always seem to be depressed most of the time.

So...One day I stumbled upon a new section on memebase, called My little brony. I was very curious, I checked it out reluctantly. The jokes didn't make any sense to me, as I didn't watch the show, but I liked the way the ponies were drawn. I liked their personalities. I decided to download an episode, watched it and naturally got hooked.

I soon met one of the most welcoming fandom and community . I realised how friendly it was and soon started approaching it with my problems. You guys helped me through each and every one of them, be it the times I was swamped with work, or when I had family problems or when I lost a member of my family. I've been wondering how I could possible give something back after all the stuff you guys have done for me, so I decided to write this long blog post thanking you all.

I guess I owe you guys a lot of smiles. So here goes. Guys, you are some of the most wonderful friends I could possibly have and I am truly blessed to have you in my life, although I may only know you over the internet, that doesn't stop us from having some extremely great times together! We had a few misunderstandings, but we have forgiven one another and are still friends in the end. THANK YOU!! You have done more in my life that is even comprehensible. You are always there for me and never give up on me. I shall do the same for you.

God Bless you all and may you live ad prosper!!

*Extremely huge and powerfully loving internet hug*