TaKe Reassemble?

Hi guys. Yes, it's me. It's been quite a while...
Okay, so, let me put it like this. I know, that I haven't been anything good to the community lately (I even got banned from the chat, because of being an ironic... well you know. Oh hai Jhera btw.), but if someone who ever knew me before I became this and they're reading this, I'd be really surprised. Like REALLY. Anyways, this way (thank you for not banning me from the website, I'd regret it just like deleting my old channel PendulumSK) I would like to inform you, that I'm about to rise up again with songs, and maybe also gaming videos.

You know, it's tough for me to write something to people here on this webpage. It's really tough for me, because I've offended quite a bunch of people. And I'm very very sorry for that. I just don't know what was I thinking. Whether I thought it would be cool for me to insult and offend people here, or whatever. Don't ask me, because I don't even know who I am anymore. Also special sorry goes to Jhera, who I have been rude to. I'm not asking for an unban, I just wanted to say sorry. So please accept it. I'd be pleased. Anyways, as I said, I'm trying to revive my old music channel and... maybe you're asking why. Let me tell you.

I found old pictures from my channel. I was so close to crying, because, while I made music back in the day, I've been constantly going through hard life stuff. Many artists like Assertive Fluttershy, or Twitch AND MOST IMPORTANTLY people of this website have encouraged me to start off my oldest channel ever made, and make some of my own music. And right there it begins, a new era of my life dawns. It meant a lot to me, because I gained many friends there and then, who liked me, unlike now. You know... not everyone likes to talk to me, because I've been either rude, or too introverted. Yeah, it's like I'm split to two sides, and... nevermind. You probably get it already, but I just can't stress it enough.

I really hope, that I won't get banned from this website anytime in the future. It just means so much to me, holds me tight with a bound of memories and nostalgy. Every moment of meeting someone new, every moment of even welcoming the never ending flow of new users to this website on EveryPony Chat is somehow written in my memory and I can't just pull it out. Can't forget it.
That's all... thanks for reading this, I know it's been long and could take a while to read, but I just felt like writing the whole truth about me and my thoughts regarding this subject would be good. I will make another blog post in the future, where I will post my new channel in case if there's still someone, who remembers all those livestreams, Fursona Radio, and my music in general.

Thank you.
Sincerely,
Tom. (TaKe Reassemble)