Tobaco Abstinence Week 2 or 3..

So... wow... That is a lot of time that passed right now.

I think i really have to thank you all for your support, it really helped, to know that you guys are always strenghening my back.

So what to say? Most of the Time my work is really stressful, but also a lot of fun, which helps. It uses a lot of time of my day, and when i come home in the evening i do other stuff, since i have to fit more and more fun activities in less time.

So yeah... The withdrawal syndroms are nearly gone... still a little mentally unstable. (Thanks to my boyfriend, who was always there, i could get over the downs i had) And im coughing my lungs out sometimes.

Sooo.... i think im doing quite well... talked to a friend about it, since he stopped smoking too some month ago and he gave me the advice, not to think i can smoke a cigarette here and there every few month or weeks, when im outjust for fun. it doesnt work and is not a good idea even though you want it. Well.... have to remember that!

Still on my way... i still know i am part of addicted. i recognise every smoker on the street... i see them and smell them and still feel like one... but its getting better