What are friends

Life has a funny way of always turning around and giving you the middle finger.
What I mean by this is, A long story, but the cliff notes are me and a few friend who will be referred to as B,D,J. Well Me and D got into, with J Who had taken my words out of context. Now this happened during one of the debates between Romnie and Obama, well J said something about housing I don't remember exactly what. But I responded say "Please don't talk about politics I don't care." (a bit of paraphrasing there don't remember exact words.) well J turns it around saying that I don't care if he loses his house. Which was not the case, I had told him before on several occasions. To please not talk about politics but he still did. And this went on for a few days between me D and J. Well B gets brought in and stuff really hits the fan. Now this happened so long ago I can't remember all the details. But it ended with me cutting ties with J and it wasn't just the weeks of arguments over skype he sent me pms on youtube about suicide and even lied to my face for a week about being in a hospital getting help. Because J did need help, so fast forward to few months into 2013 everything is fine and dandy after J was gone. I was happy B and D were happy. Me and B had plans to move in together, But J enters the picture again trying to be our friend again. Well B and D had nothing to do with that, But I fell for it and again got hurt. Fast forward to now B hardly comes on skype D has a job I'm for and J yeah we are talking once again. Now I said life likes to flip you the bird its true. The irony of this is the one friend who I never wanted t leave me B has done so. And the one friend I didn't expect to come back did J. Now I'm probably setting myself up to get hurt again, but apart of me just doesn't care anymore. I guess that's life for ya you jut stop caring.

Now this I just had to get off my chest, If this goes against the rules I will take it down. I just had to talk about this i bottled up this pain so much for so long I'm actually sitting in tears after typing this up.