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I have been told sooo many times that, if you are considering yourself as a; 'Pegasister' ((Which I am!)) than you have to be this girly, pink, and glittery gal. I'm not that! I'm a proud bisexual young lady and prefer to be kept away from all those dumb stereotypes. That's all I need to say, have a lovely evening~!
Lately I have been abandoning this account, most likely because I am deeply avoiding someone. Anyways, I'm back. Hopefully this time I don't go off and float into another dimensional plain. Let alone not being on for a while, I haven't noticed a change in my pony love. The thrive for watching the show still consumes me, but not exactly the depth of characters. All are cheerful, colorful and smart ponies with unique features and talents. But is this all the show offers? I can't help but notice a big change (and most times plot holes) within the show. It became less kid friendly, leaving more fan based material hidden in each episode.(The show is still appropriate, it's just the context) Maybe this is just a conspiracy of mine?
So I got a new so called; "Borrowed Laptop.." (Don't worry I didn't steal it..) My school classes lets us use them for personal things..sometimes.. So now I need to save up for a new laptop,then camera. As I am in photography, and I absolutely love it! Many things have been meddling in my life lately.. I have tried suicide more than once, and now figured it is best to resolve this issues straight on! Many people in the classes I take cut themselves, which makes me paranoid about how the outcome will change..I have also recently got out of a relationship, I really did like him, I just think I never took this relationship between us seriously. Huh, I wish I could go back in time and reverse everything! If you could begin to imagine how your friends enjoy cutting through layers of skin for; "pleasure" they're mentally insane, take it form me. I have many issues/conflict I try to deal with everyday. It will never change, I honestly have no real friends. I think of myself as a NEET someone who spends there life indoors, doing nothing socially. I have looked upon myself as a useless human being. Hopefully gaining more respect for myself than how others think of me.. Maybe I will do more blog entries.. well for now, see ya~!
