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  1. I get depressed when I'm bored now. It started last year when I was more prone to it, given I had a lot more anxiety last year than I do now, but I feel powerless all the same. My default thought is to go to bed right now - force myself to sleep if need be. Regardless, I've been finding myself counting the hours until it's a sane time to sleep almost every day. The really bad thing about depression and boredom is that they feed off of and fuel one another: Depression makes things less fun and kills my interest in things while boredom makes me more depressed. In all, it's just a big cycle that I don't know how to break. I wish my medication would work with the lack of interest, given depression is categorized by a profound loss of interest in things one used to find enjoyable. I'm just getting tired of having to keep going back to my doctor, admitting that things aren't working. I hate wasting people's time.