Pain's blog

The one song stuck in my head describes my general mindset...
The Good Life by Three Days Grace
"The good life is what I need, too many people stepping over me. The one thing that's been on my mind, is the one thing I need before I die!
All I want is a little of the good life, all I need, is to have a good time!
The good life."
Yeah...my life has a lot of ways it can be better and not so many realistic ways it could get worse...

My girlfriend liked another guy. I knew it. She refused to tell me, but I could see she wanted to be with him. A few days ago, I told her "Look. If being with him makes you happy, I'll manage. You aren't my property. So if you wish, go."
She did, after hugging me one last time, thanking me profusely. I swore to her we'd still be friends. I guess it's just gonna be hard seeing her every day.
Any advice?

I just got banned because someone insulted The Rev and I flipped out on them. I thought this was America and various other free countries -_-

It has just come to my attention that my very first RP, Legends of New Equestria, has just broken 22,000 views. I am definitely taking this as a warm welcome to the site, and really intend to bust my flank for ALL of you that view the RP. We are officially the most viewed RP in the group forum, and maybe in all of history. Narrowleaf, Eluuna and I...I don't think any of us anticipated this kind of success. But that makes it more fun. And we're definitely gonna work hard to get to 30,000 and beyond.
Thank you to all who have viewed the RP, and to those who haven't...WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?!
Sincerely
Prince Fire Bolt (The Awesome)

I cursed a girl out over petty stuff last year. But today was a day that I will always remember. We both volunteered at an art festival. And through my fear, I found the courage to apologize. Shocking all of my friends, we spent the next five hours together. And when I was going to leave to go home, she (in her sweet, soft angelic voice) asked me (the loser nerd brony combo) out!

My life is fiction.
It's hard to believe.
But if you asked me, I love it.
And that's all that matters in the end.

WOOOOOOOOOOOOO THIS IS AMAZING!!!!!!

Why?! Why does nobody like my drumming? I lug my $5000.00 kit to school and play for the girl of my dreams. All the guys said I was a god, but she called me loud. She had told me to play keyboard before, but is she really that cold? I love drumming, but maybe its time to...stop. What should I do???
A) Keep on going
B) Stop.

Okay, so the RP that I'm doing, called Legends of New Equestria, gave me an idea for a Fan Fiction! This post is to:
-Ask Narrowleaf for permission to write it
-Warn that it won't be that great
-Say happy birthday to StealthToast
-Chase a Stallion Duck (The Rev did it first)
It won't be AMAZING, in fact it might be sucky, but I'm gonna give it a go anyways.

The last time i was so grief-stricken was on December 28th, 2009, when I lost my life-long idol Jimmy "The Rev" Sullivan. Interviews with his band and group of best friends (one will be attached) reflect how I felt.
For some reason, there are many of us who are losing friends, relatives, mentors, etc. It weighs me down to read the posts. I am touched to be trusted with the knowledge, and relieved that the authors are grieving and letting others know. Many of you have lost the Rev in your metaphorical engine...and just like him, you will never truely replace the one you lost. But you have to look at the bright side, and see how many people care. I'm glad to post this. Criticize my intentions all you want, I'm not taking this down. It will stay. If you comment negatively towards me, I don't care, but mess with anyone in mourning of loss and heads will roll.
I dedicate this song to those who have been lost. It was the song written by The Rev's best friend in his mourning, and it does anyone justice.
[video=youtube;A7ry4cx6HfY]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A7ry4cx6HfY[/video]

Totally gonna be awesome. The plot is the return of Discord. Not giving away details but I'm gonna need some help rescuing the mane 6. If i get enough applications, I'll throw the changelings into the mix. This is gonna be fun...