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There was an event in the park in the center of the town I live in where people got to paint on each little square of the side walks. A lot of them were really cool, a lot of pokemon one's some star wars. So I was walking around thinking 'I wonder if anyone would've painted pony's anywhere'. Eventually I found a Dr. hooves one and Princess Luna that were really well done. Though they were really cool to find these and see them along with all the other art of course, I still couldn't help but feel like 'where the hell are the people that painted these, this means that there are bronys somewhere in this abysmal town, but where'. I don't know it was kinda cool but it just sucks because of how hard it is to find one friend or one person that cares about me in this city and this isn't a very small city. I've just run out of idea's and energy and this point.
So I started that counseling thing so I can hopefully figure out how fix my life. It's just sucks to try apply any advice and it doesn't work because the society I live in is *squee!*ty or some other complication comes up. I'm so pissed off right now that all I want to do is pack all my *squee!* and just leave this *squee!*ing state, but its not gonna happen over night. Plus I have so many issues that its really hard to know where or how to even start. Everything is just real *squee!*ed up with what feels like no way it will ever get fixed.
This weeks episode was pretty good in my opinion but it brought something up that was interesting to me. What are friends? I'm not talking about a wiki definition either.
Sometimes and with some of the topics I make it might look like I'm complaining like a lot of other bronys do but that's not my style. I just like to discuss things that are my mind about about mlp. It's because I don't know anyone to talk to about pony's so I come to site to talk about pony's of course. It just felt like a few people felt like I was just venting or *squee!*ing but that wasn't the point and appreciate it when others take the time to discuss things with me. I can admit when I'm wrong most of the time. Not sure how many people will see this blog. Hopefully some do though.
