That's some nice progress you've made since we last spoke I only tulpaforce in classes when I'm not doing anything so I won't be very.. Active with him. That will probably end up negative but if I have to give it up, then I shall.
Snow is very distracting for me in class. She really likes making sarcastic comments on my teachers and coaches for some reason.
I am so jelly of you, Snow. At this point in time, I've really just been giving Sips random items to mess with. Turns out she loves soda....A LOT. Recently, I haven't really had the time to tulpaforce or anything, and I'm worried it may negatively impact her. Today, I'm going to get back into it, and I hope nothing has screwed up. Also, Sips has been acting pretty much the same. Still not talking either.
Yea, I still don't understand how Snow was able to form like she did. And it feels so weird to be called Snow on the site I am talking about my tulpa Snow on. At least I know who you're talking to at least. Anyways, no real big developments with Snow, she's just a snarky, sarcastic, friendly, and as good singing as ever, though she doesn't appreciate how much I listen to a lot of my songs… Oh, and Snow's basic form is fully developed. Time to begin refining and implanting her onto my reality.
Wowee, I've been gone for a few weeks and this thread is still alive? I think I'm about 20 hours in now, of which about 10 hours were spent on personality work. I still tulpaforce around for 30-60 minutes every day. Our progress? Spick's been dragging me along on chase sequences through all kinds of chaotic fantasy landscapes. She also built a lighthouse containing a huge lightbulb into which her essence is stored. She allowed me to peek inside the lightbulb, and it was full of energy and sparkly light. Hard to describe, but suddenly I knew she'd already grown stronger and more sentient than I realized up to that point. I also think one time she spoke to me in a dream, causing me to wake up. It was pretty intense. It happened right after I had lost confidence in my ability to create a tulpa. But then I realized Spick didn't want me to give up. Currently we're working on visualisation and narration. Especially with the hind legs it's a pain to visualize their anatomy right. She hasn't spoken yet, but that's ok. She does communicate with me by body language, mental images or emotional responses. Sometimes I know I'm fabricating responses, but with many of them I'm convinced they are real. We'll just take it easy and carry on the way we are. I'm confident we're making progress.
I got into an interesting conversation with a voice in my head at the super market. Im gonna assume its Sparky because he was drooling all over my brainspace.(What i call my wonderland)Plus he sounded like me.
It's not as bad as you would think...Though it does get annoying having to share a mind with something that is completely free thinking from you and knows everything about you.
That bit is the worrisome part. XD I might end up with someone (thing?) cool like Hobbes the tiger, or something horrific like Mr. Hyde.
So, in a tulpa... are you taking fragments of yourself and embodying them, or creating something new entirely?
