Silverpony

Yes, no need to worry. Zephyr Wind helped me out and I feel a lot better. Thanks for your concern!

Thank you very much! You seem like quite a nice guy yourself!

I'm doing very well! How about you?

well, im going to sleep now...
hope ponies help me to sleep, that ghostie dont go away that easily but i guess i realy cant hold my sleep anymore.
night! ponie dreams and thanks!
*hug tight*

i know but im affraid, im freaking out just to think on those scenes coming back to me...

i just have those awful nightmares...
i dont want to sleep anymore...
have you ever been afraid of falling asleep?

i wont, good friends always help and i will try to dont bother you so much.
*hugs tight*

thanks, realy thanks, im not into anything on the moment, and i hope it dont happen, but if it does i will know that you guys made me fell better :)

but i still feel weak because when i quit heroin i started with coke, then mushroom tea, and then morfin and there goes. now im done with everything until i cant hold it anymore. Thats why i feel weak, i feel vulnerable because the death of my friend and almost looking for something that makes me feel better.
thats why i fell so weak...

Thanks in part to you. Hopefully I can use the same kindness you've shown me to another pony in need.

im not strong at all, im weak for falling into that adiction and other ones that came after to substitute the heroin.
im weak for not asking for help.
and im weak for keep throwing my problems on someone that must have better things to worry about.

im watching MLP now to see if those images go away.
but i had realy hard times since i gone through the adiction and the abstinence all by myself, doing all to hide it from everyone.
i hurt some people feelings and did things that i didnt wanted to, but until now only a few people knew about it.
i know it must be boring keep reading those dramatic messages from me, but once i start talking i cant stop anymore:/

It's no problem.

And I can't wait to read the whole thing!

i was suposed to sleep on the house of a friend and he offered me a shot, i refused and said i would go home. he and his cousin held me and locked me in a room for 3 days and gave me nothing but shots at every 4 hours.
then he was the one who get me the shots for some money.

yes im done with it, but the things that i passed to get a single shot, and that three days i got locked into a room without food, just getting forced shots every 4 hours still in my head and are coming back now, into my dreams :/

I hope you manage to sort out what's bothering you! I'll still be here when you're up to talking :)

okay i can tell you i guess, theres no need for secret to that because im not ashamed of it.
some years ago i was addicted in heroin, some guys forced me into it, and now im having nightmares with the forced shots and the abstinence crisys...
its driving me crazy.
sorry bother you with that :/

Yeah, I saw your post earlier. Is anything the matter?

Hi silver, how are you? I swear, I will get to finish your story one day :P I know you're going over it again, but I'm determined :D

i dont know if you wanna hear about it...