Zephyr Wind

i will try my best, i must stop bothering you, i know you must have better things to worry about.

ill try, but its all to much for me!
i cant handle it anymore.
im affraid to hurt someone or myself...

please dont fell pressured to keep talking to me, soon i wont be able to hold it and dont want no one to feel guilty for me.

not on the moment realy...
i just need to focus on something until it goes away
but its not easy at all

when someone get addicted to some drug his body depends on that drug.
Abstinence crysis is when someone stop to use the drug and his body "miss" the effects of that drug, causing humor instability, headaches, and all kind of histeria.
i can control it to somepoint because ive been through this before, but not with that impact, and those crisys take long to go unless you use the drug again.

I'm sorry...abstinence crysis? I'm afraid I'm not familiar with that...what is it?

its just that im having an abstinence crysis like i didnt had in years.

i fell exausted and just need a shot, but dont want to take one.

not yet, they still here, and im still felling weak.
i need to ask you something, and please dont fell forced to do it.
can we talk about something?
anything?
just to make my mind clear, im having a bad time.

hey there Zephyr!
how are you?

I love hanging out! And my job will be being a guitarist. I doubt many guitarist's hate their jobs!

Well, it seems that I'm NOT working to day seeing as I can't contact my employer, so I'll just chill here :D

And I won't be hating my job in a few years :D

Yeah, that's not going to happen :p. Work sucks. BUT they already owe me 20 bucks so I'm probably gonna get 50 today for a days work, which will be nice.

Dude, you're name couldn't fit better right now. Wind can be as powerful as fire, but not as chaotic or passionate. It is just lovely. Anyway, I'm bored doing nothing waiting to get picked up so I can get home, change, and go to work. Trying to help out bronies before I go too :D

So what'cha up to right now?

It's not hard to care. You just have to have a want to help <3

Thank you very much! That's very kind of you to say. I want you to know that you and Sonic are the people I'm closest to on this site thus far, and thank you for being my friend and helping me get into the family here.

I also want to tell you that you don't want to be like me. I'm fairly certain the reason I am good at helping people (As people keep telling me. Not trying to be a braggart) is because of the life I've gone through. I would not wish a life like mine onto anypony else. <3

Alright. Thanks for giving me a heads up!

Don't get too caught up! I don't want you blowin away

Stay safe today, Zephyr. I'll make sure to do the same

you guys have the incredible power of making me cry of happines even when im on the edge of my sanity, you make me fell better, im so glad i have you guys for me...
*hugs Zephyr crying*