Feeling Meh.

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With every high comes a low. And unfortunately the low is hitting me hard and fast. Bleh. I seriously hate how messed up my mind is feeling. I'm hating how I'm just...possibly...imagining I don't belong, I don't fit in and slipping into a silent state of non-interaction because...well...that's what I do.

I come along. Find a place I like. Foolishly feel I don't belong. Slip into silence and leave, feeling I never belonged in the first place. I'm terrible at being proactive...last time I was properly pro-active with something...well, yeah. It went wrong. It resulted in part of the problem in my head. Eight years later.

Part of it is lack of RP. Roleplayer by nature, I tend to treat the idea of RP as an escape, as an avenue to just...exist without stress and worry. But when there is none...well...I feel odd.

Sorry guys.

My head and heart are in strange places at the moment.
Apr 6, 2015
  • Heimdall
    Heimdall Apr 6, 2015
    If you want to rp that much, then why don't you join a rp forum?
  • yamet
    yamet Apr 6, 2015
    You can rp with me if you'd like.
  • Toaster Repair Pony
    Toaster Repair Pony Apr 7, 2015
    ^ What they said. Or you could try an interest check for your own group rp? Don't fade away though!
  • Aidan OGain
    Aidan OGain Apr 9, 2015
    I have times like that. First thing is recognizing that they happen. I call them "Rainy days of the mind." You can't really stop them, but its best to just grab an umbrella and go about your business.

    On a related note, have you tried taking a walk or going to the gym? I recently discovered 30 minutes of light cardio really helps refresh my mood.
  • theotter
    theotter Apr 11, 2015
    I don't fit in either. Screw it, who needs that junk??? :derpe: Message me when you want to R.P.
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