I didn't fake leave. I had no intention of coming back. If it wasn't for wanting to talk to marston I might not be here. While waiting for him to PM me back I would lurk around. After reading what people had wrote, I decided to come back. My leaving was as much my fault as this sites. If at anypoint I start to feel an negative type feelings towards this site I'll leave again for a bit. Go read my first blog post. It has all the info you seek.