I realize my singing voice is similar to being a cross between Reba McIntyre, Dolly Parton, Claudio Sanchez from Coheed & Cambria, and Cee Lo Green. And as far as a pony, it's similar to Applejack, a couple of other bronies and my mom said that. (My mom's accent is very Southern and is similar to Applejack, she likes Applejack the most, despite still not caring for the show.) I have an even more important confession, I ate meat at Taco Bell today and I am very depressed about it. I think I will start gaining again. I use to have anorexia in 2006 and 2007, and had to go to counseling for it. I am real scared to gain weight like I did over the years.
I have a favourite folder on deviantART where I add all the best alicorn Twilight drawings I can find.
Sometimes I buy new clothes to avoid washing laundry. I avoid conflict to the point of avoiding friends and family. I talk to my cats. I watch nightmare on elm street to help me fall asleep.
THIS CONFESSION WILL MAKE 80% OF THE BRONIES HATE ME (puts on shield)! Despite I love the real show, I love the parodies, abridges, fanons, & jokes way more. I especially love HDD's parodies & the parody fanon work some bronies, pegasisters, and I are discuss working on.
I used to steal alcohol and drink it (I used to be such an idiot. LOL). And now that I'm legally allowed to drink, I don't drink alcohol anymore..
I have bad anxiety, with both irrational fears, paranoia, and apprehension of the future. Anxiety is now a way bigger problem then depression cause it cause the depression.
The first time I saw Spike and MLP FiM in general I thought he was a green and purple dinosaur like Barney LOL.
I've retaken the bad habit of self harming. Not via cutting, but attempting to break knuckles, toes and such. I flip a coin when I make posts like these. Heads I post, tails I dont.
I fear that, deep down, I am a selfish and pretentious person. Something that is at least parially true. Granted, the very reason I'm posting this is to feel good about myself.