I feel like I'm not making the most of my life, I feel like I shouldn't be on holiday, I have this constant urge to do work. I've had that for a while now, and I know what it is, its just a habit my brain has developed, It tells me to work (even though I don't want to) and if I don't I feel angry or sad. I also worry about it so much it drives me insane. And then...I had this weird experience this morning, I was lying in bed, when all of a sudden I felt this pressure inside my head. Like a forcefield had been put around my brain, then all of a sudden I couldn't think, my brain felt barren and I felt paralysed then I suddenly started to smile and laugh uncontrollably. It felt like all my worries were drifting away in that 'forcefield' I literally just lay there smiling and laughing. Now I'm back to my rational self. I think I need help.
You are on holiday... if you feel hard-working and productive yourself... you can do a lot of things such as drawing, painting, listening to music, going out with your friends, going shopping... These are the things people do when are living that holiday time Try to relax mate.
Thanks I'll try I have a lo of plans for the holidays, it's just I can't do them just yet, I probably just want the wait to be over so I can do them.
Of course... take it easy m0nn No one is pressuring you to do some work... so make the most of your spare time
Quick question, have you seen my new art? I'm asking you because I like trying to get as many opinions as I can get on it.
Just checked it out. It's some of the best hand-drawn stuff I've seen on the site, with some digital drawing on the side. I really like them! =) And derp, I forgot to moderate those comments on the blog. Everyone who posted should be able to see their and other's messages now.
