For a second xan I thought I was gonna have to abandon thread again. -- Sent from my Palm Pre using Forums
Auuugh, I wanna just hug you all. Spoiler: I'm just gonna hide this. It's more Depressey Talk xD =( It is a rather curious thing that a lot of us have emotional problems in common. Up until rather recently, I struggled with depression, muted emotions, it was hard to get me to smile, all that good stuff. I struggled with self-harm. All of my negative emotions drove me to develop dermatillomania. I actually STILL struggle with it. But all the stress, worry, anxiety, depression we just too much. I needed an outlet, aaaand I found it. Nowadays, I don't full on pick at my skin unless I'm REALLY anxious/upset about something. But I do constantly chew on the inside of my cheeks/lips. I do it without thinking. It helps keep me calm. That being said, I really do wish the best for everyone here, and if any of you ever feel like you just need to tell SOMEONE these things, please please please think of me. It kind of makes me sound like a *squee!*, but part of me is glad that I have so many friends here who are also struggling with their own problems. It makes us better able to appreciate the battles, fully understand just how joyous the accomplishments are, and sympathize with the frustrations of taking a step backwards. Reading what you guys are saying, typing this up, and remembering where I used to be has really done a lot to remind me just how far I've come in my own journey to happiness. Just a couple years ago I was a beaten down woman who 100% honestly believed that I deserved to feel horrible and deserved to be in my abusive relationship. It took making some serious changes in my life to realize that no one deserves that, and that I needed to do something to fix that broken thinking. Life is good, but damned if it isn't hard to see when we're too busy with our storm clouds. It's like in the Matrix movies. We may have scorched skies, but the sun is still there above it all. Edit: CURSES! I took too long typing this up and now I just look like a jerk who is bringing stuff down again xD DISREGARD THIS POST, EVERYPONY. EVERYTHING IS OKAY. WE HAVE ALWAYS BEEN AT WAR WITH EURASIA.
xD Makes me think of this. Just because of Pooh. EDIT: It's okay Cloudy. I'm happy for your contribution and am honored that you confided in us! *hugs*
[video=youtube;M_pEdeq-nOc]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M_pEdeq-nOc[/video] Not enough Zoolander in this thread.
@Cloudy. Its ok hun, you had to get it out of your system, and there you go. I just didn't want everyone to be continuously posting their problems they're in/have been in. Needed some more happy :3. but you arrived late, and its ok ^^. Better late than never. *hugs*
Perhaps ^^ This somewhat made my day. Most people here won't get it though, because they listen to crap and not Scandy metal
Epic Pie Time's website has a cool Applejack Daniels shirt for sale that I kinda want, even though I don't drink. :derpe:
I don't care what you do to gilda,but you leave Diamond alone. Also I burn churches like burzum in the third degree Yay NO CASH reference. -- Sent from my Palm Pre using Forums
The part where they drive the jeep always reminds me of this XD [video=youtube;bxOgxmw6S5c]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bxOgxmw6S5c[/video]
BAM NOFX reference 2 in a row. Go punk [video=youtube;JbOE6YWLlGw]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JbOE6YWLlGw[/video] -- Sent from my Palm Pre using Forums
Metal will beat your face in [video=youtube;O-uCLt3G7Jg]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O-uCLt3G7Jg[/video]
