Trains are fun. But kinda lonely when you're alone. I took a train down to California a few years ago. What was supposed to be an 18 hour train ride turned into 26 xD. 26 down, 24 1/2 or so up. Going down, I had a schoolteacher fall asleep on my shoulder and snore loudly in my ear for a few hours =| Heading back up though, I had the two seats to myself, so I was able to curl up and actually sleep a bit.
Those are great. I need them more often. For some reason crying is frowned upon in society, like there's something wrong with someone if they do it. I haven't had one in a while myself. It's typically corrosive, self-loathing thoughts smacking me around in some kind of imaginary tornado. I can't agree with this part more. I'm really awkward when speaking. I can be quite eloquent and well-spoken in written form, but when talking, I'm lucky to get out more than a simple "yeah" as a contribution to the conversation. My first Skype session today slapped me in the face with that today, and sent me reeling on an emotional roller coaster, comprised of hating myself for my total inability to make simple conversation with unfamiliar people, frustration that no one notices my problems (this I recognize as a silly thing to be upset about, but I still am sometimes). At one point I had a small burst of rage caused by overflowing frustration at myself. But it wasn't all bad. It was a roller coaster, after all, and I spent about an equal amount of time feeling just fine and even a bit happy. So basically, this was my day after going to work. [video=youtube;I5GyJmTsIYE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I5GyJmTsIYE[/video]
It's 106 miles to Chicago, we got a full tank of gas, half a pack of cigarettes, it's dark... and we're wearing sunglasses LETS MAKE SOME BEAR PANCAKES
Care bears are made of epic food.OF COURSE I WANT TO!! *Sharpens Teeth*What?Just because im a unicorn it doesnt mean i dont have canines. Ok..maybe most ponies dont..but i'm a mutant... Also..Dinner time?I think it is.
Screw hunting bears. Lets hunt zebracorns. They live in the cornfields of Nebraska. -- Sent from my Palm Pre using Forums
Hey Xan, since I just liked the song you posted. I would like to share this one with ya [video=youtube;f-aF2k0yoIM]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f-aF2k0yoIM[/video]
You must be like my emotional long-lost twin who's older than me. I can relate, like exactly. I talked to Mig (<3) for long nights (like, 10pm-5/6am my time) and a lot of the time, I would just really awkwardly say nothing, I have nothing to say, and that made me more and more depressed, resulting in self-harm during the call.
