Well, I assure you I didn't steal that from you or anypony else, if you're wondering. Great minds think and feel alike, I guess...
I needed Rainbow Dash to fly over to where I was yesterday. I went to Six Flags and the whole day the sun wouldn't go behind the clouds... It was too hot. and now I have sunburn. Trollestia strikes again... Typing that made me wonder why there isn't a "How's the weather?" topic like there are on other forums. It would be more interesting to have that topic here than on those other forums.
I third that statement. Really, though, it's simply the fear of others' reactions that prevent us from doing things. However, as demonstrated by me, one can post stuff which they originally assume will be harmless, and everypony else will like it (Laughing with somepony, if we were to put it in comedic terms). However, the reactions that are returned are not as expected. This is leading me to believe that many of us, including Zeph, Lu and me, do not understand others as well as others do. Hm, I feel like a sociologist. Somepony get me a can of coke.
I really hope I don't sound like I'm boasting, but I do like to pride myself on my ability to read others. I do tend to form a pretty good idea of how people will react to what I do, it's not other people that concern me. It's myself. I'm very harsh on myself. I focus on other people, try to help them with their issues, because I despise a lot of things about myself. Weirdest thing is, I wouldn't want to be anyone else. Catch 22. Sorry, didn't mean to make this a whining post. I made my first pony related songs today. 8-bit. Yeah.
Yeah, I'm sort of like that. Thing is, I want to keep everyone I see from being mad at me. Every time I accidentally get in someone's way, I feel like utter s*** when they give me an angry glare or when they mutter out something. I can't stand people hating me. It doesn't help when my mind is constantly telling myself "you're doing it wrong", "it's not good enough", "what were you thinking, idiot?" Shut up brain!!!
I swear to whatever higher power there is, you are literally saying the exact things I'm thinking. I can't stand doing anything that will draw any negative response for anyone. I'm not saying I demand love and attention off of people, I'm not like that, I just can't handle people being unhappy with me in any way, shape or form. It's why I try to be nice to everyone, I just can't handle confrontations. But, in the back of my head, something is telling me that people are mad at me, and I am doing something wrong. I was wondering if it was paranoia at one point.
My god....what's happening here?! Do I actually know someone who knows what I'm going through?! Impossible!! I'm careful with what I do and say. I'm not risking depression again because one random guy called me an a**h***. yeah, it does border on paranoia for me too. I feel like saying this....much love to you Lup.
*ParanoidPS3FanficmodSockwearingbrohoofs Lup* Right then, I think we've hogged the General Chat enough with our ramblings of our societal issues. What else to talk about...hmmm....I got nothing.
Okay, it appears that the Wonderbolts are training in my area. There has been lightning arcing across the sky nonstop for the past 30 minutes. It's quite a sight to see! I wonder if I'll be able to see Soarin....
WOAH! Okay, not funny anymore. 60+ mph winds, heavy rain, and "a deadly amount of cloud-to-ground lightning." There are giant trees in front of and behind my house....oh boy... All this....FROM F'IN NOWHERE?!?! In other news, sorry Lup, I'm afraid I don't know much about tonsillitis.
Lucky you! I'm so jealous right now! It's just 72ºF/22ºC under fair skies here. Pfft. BOOOORING! Tonsillitis, huh? I had that once, in conjunction with Sinusitis. That was fun. I was ill for four days straight and had to take amoxicillin. The good news is I was able to keep my tonsils.
It' funny, I did actually have a McFlurry. Dairy Milk, if anyone's interested. And Zeph, my god. This further cements my claim that British people need to shut up about the weather here. That sounds...intense. I actually love storms, especially when you're inside, all comfy.
Laying in bed now and my window is constantly being lit up by lightning....guess I'm not going to sleep any time soon...you're right Lup, it is comfy. Except for the fact that a tree is right above my room.... Speaking of illnesses, I had a bad case of pneumonia in both my lungs last October. The coughing was torture, the pills were torture, and the doctor visits were torture....but I was also oddly relaxed when I had it (not because of pills)....weird....
I always seem to get storms at night. Mostly around 2 AM or later. During the summer that's fine since I never sleep at a normal time anyways, but I miss a lot of storms when that happens! I like storms! Why do they have to keep being here when I can't see them!? If you don't want your storm anymore Zephyr, I'll take it! (Seems like you're kind of enjoying it though, so I'll take that as a no.) And was that "wasn't" supposed to be a "was"? It seems to make more sense plus I would think constantly coughing wouldn't be very fun.
