Just a bad day at work. I get up at 5 AM everyday and my boss proceeds to yell at me for things that aren't my fault. I want to quit so badly, but I need the money to help pay for school since I'm paying my own way. And my roommate is being particularly awful to me lately.
I'm just Very angry about this whole day in general. it's School related, what else? I can't stand my major for what i'm going for in College. I don't know what to do, anymore. I'm lost. I don't understand this crud and never will. I want out.
. . . Oh, crap. Think I'll stay home today. OK, Dr. Whooves, the bad boss I totally understand - I get to deal with one in about two and a half hours. The best thing we can do is suffer quietly at work, complain to our friends, and look for another job. And in this market, I know that's not easy. Roommates - Maybe something's bothering him? Try talking to him, see if that helps. That's about all I can do with what information you gave me. Turk - What is your major? What would you like to do? If you're not sure, maybe you should take some time to figure it out. It's never too late to change things, even if it seems like it sometimes. Raena - I - I don't know what to say to that. It's horrible! I can't imagine why anyone, lover or friend, would betray someone! If you want to talk about it, but don't want to air any dirty laundry, you are always welcomed to PM me.
I've had a bad set of days recently. Most recently with my car breaking down for the about 15th time in the 1.5 years I've owned it. I won't complain, it was $100 and is a 2000, and I make about one trip a month for about 800 miles total. It's a great car, especially since I have a friend who wrecked one of the same exact model, but it's a 2001, and sold it to me for another $100. I just hate working on it and not having car knowledge. It makes repairs tough. That, and I had a job fair which turned out to be a bust, living in a small town sucks.
We had our PSAT tests today, and they were facking hard! Seriously, half the stuff on there I didn't even know nor was I ever taught about it. And those were just the practices dubs of the test. I can't imagine what the REAL one must be like... :S
I'm really tempted to just quit because I basically get a scholarship every year for doing it, but it's pretty good money. And I need all the money I can get. I dunno. She's almost completely devoid of any emotions and is incapable of any kind of sympathy. She's one of my good friends here, but I'm thankfully not being her roommate for more than one semester.
Ah, the things we do for money . . . But, I know how you're feeling. Before you quit, you might want to keep in mind that it's a little easier to find a job when you have a job, then when you're unemployed. At least, that's been my experience. And, if you don't care about burning bridges behind you, you can just quit, never mind a two weeks' notice. As for the roommate - I dunno. That kind of person is always kind of hard to figure out. Eh - wait a minute. She's one of your good friends here? You mean, *here* here? On EveryPony? Or here in college?
It was my stepdad's funeral today, and it was the hardest thing I've ever done in my life, bar nothing. I couldn't even say a few words because I was crying so much. To see someone you've loved for 10 years in a box, knowing that every memory you've ever shared with them is nothing more than that hurts, I assure you. Still, it was a rare chance to reflect on all of those memories. There were over 1000 people at that funeral, and hundreds still couldn't turn up. That's how popular he was. I could only dream of being that popular, which is why I'm so proud to have known him. Still, he's only gone physically, I'll never let him die. He taught me a lot about life, even if he didn't mean it, so it's time I started putting that into practice. You only get one life, so it's up to you to live it to the full. Mike was cut down in life, but even at 44 he could look back on his life and smile knowing he made every minute count. I'd rather be like that than end up 80 years old with nothing but unfulfilment and regret. I've had the best decade of my life with him, and I know that will help me in later life. As the song that played at the end of the ceremony said; [youtube]YUJP9Zt5ZaE[/youtube] Glad you came Mikey, brightened up my life.
Lupr, I'm sorry for your loss. I have no idea how you must feel, and no idea what to say. My heart goes out to you.
*Hugs* I hope that lifts your spirits a little bit =D Firstly, I love your Deadpool icon XD Anyway, I haven't heard the term "Ponysister" before, but I must say that it sounds more appealing than "Hoenie" XD I'm assuming the worst here, I'm so sorry to hear that *hugs* Just keep your head high, worst things can happen. I can relate to the whole "small town" setting, dude, I live in one myself XD From what my classmates told me, they suck pretty hard. XD Awe :\ Why would you do that? *hugs* I'm sorry to hear about you step-father's death, I too have a step-father I owe a lot for the life I have now and I can't even imagine the pain you're going through with his death, I truly am sorry to hear of his death. Please give everyone my condolences.
I got bored. Free food. Physics Lab. Fun. Dark Souls. Anyways, enough about us. Where have you been Snowy?
You should've just said "Oh you know Snowy, same old stuff..." XD Anyway, I took a break from the forums, I think I lost a bit of respect for bronies so I left breifly, but I'm back now... hopefully I can get Community Patrol, I think I'd be good at that =D Also, I saw your application for Forum Mod... it was impressive to say the least XP =D Awesome, dude!
