[video=youtube;2okSis_wtls]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2okSis_wtls[/video] This song always makes me smile, even more than the original [video=youtube;czOlT05QABk]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=czOlT05QABk[/video] Or heres the original on loop so you can listen to it forever
I love 'em all. However, I still feel sad. It's not the fact that Twilight's now gone, but it's the fact that I am now reminded of death. I'm gonna die, but I don't want to. But I sure as hell don't want to live forever. But... Whatever's out there, wouldn't there be eternal life after death? Or will my life simply end. Into nothingness. No way to be proud of my accomplishments or endeavors. Just nothingness. But then there's eternal life in the... afterlife. Eventually, my existence will have no longer a purpose. There will be nothing left to accomplish or be proud of. Nothing left to live for. Or die for. Now Twilight's knowing what that's like. How it feels. Wherever I go when I die, I just hope I never have these realizations. When I think, it's scary where my mind will go, and it won't stop going. Not for a long time. I cry the thoughts away. In four days, the four year aniversery of my Grandfather's death will be upon me. I wonder how he's doing, wherever he may be. I'm crying right now...
But you would outlive all your friends and family and never grow old and therefore never fit in and be forever an outcast...
And see the ones closest to you die. You get to see the entire aging process, and what is carried on after that. Sounds great. [/Sarcasm]
Now how the hell did I get that wrong? Oh yeah, I can barely see... Been listening to this song all day... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4gT6AnrDwew&feature=player_detailpage
(Sorry, I'm a major grammar nazi sometimes.) I only really listen to techno if it's brony music, otherwise, no.
I need to stop listening to the soundtrack for The Road. It's making me well up. Just finished reading Dashie 2. To be honest, I didn't like it. I don't get why everybody has been praising that story. The sequel was much much better.