@ Ace, Dude, I know what you were trying to say, but really that was a to harsh. Maybe next time......wait there won't be a next time. You could be a little more sensitive. Insane Lugia. I'm glad you joined the site. Sorry I never posted here earlier. I was having my own problems. I HOPE that you become better. I never want anyone to do that to themselves.
I agree with my bro and the others here. That was completely out of line. You don't really know what goes through a person's head until you've been in a similar situations....at least that's how I look at it.
Lugia, Like many people, I care about your existence. Even though I don't know you, I do love you for being a human. For every single person on this earth, life is worth living. I don't want to see you go from this world when you don't have to. Many people have to go through dark times in their lives. I too have experienced moments in which everything seems to have collapsed around you.. But as said so many times before, if you only keep breathing the darkness will eventually go away, and life will be bearable again. *much love*
Good day to you all and thank you for your support. the fact you took time to provide solutions means a lot more to me then just being ignored. i don't want it to end as i thought as i wanted it to and i have went out looking for a professionalst to speak to. i cant really afford it so day 2 on my search RotundReptile posted some links that were quite helpful. i am looking over the forums RotundReptile posted in the intent to find a way out. how do i feel? i feel better then what i did 3 days a go but the suicidal thoughts are still there. i end up bypassing them as i bypassed "SomePony's" ~giggle~ negative post which will in turn be removed due to the negativity followed by related post that has nothing to do with this topic. for them that would still like to post i would like to once again thank you for your time and for your caring. further more i will send each pony a reply thanking them when i get around to it due to some that only view threads once. i wish you all well and thanks again for the much needed support.
Yes Sir! Anything I can do to help Sir! If there is anything you need, let me know! Seriously. Anything you need, I'll be there!
I know a ton of you are pissed about my earlier post, and I see it was taken down. Though I can see why, I stand by what I said. And funny you should mention "Don't judge them until you've been in their shoes." I was at Lugia's point more than once in my life. Hell, I went past it at one point, and failed to die. Lugia, In all honesty, I'm glad you decided not to go through with it. I still have the scars from when I didn't make the same choice you did. I'm glad you're on this forum, and I'm glad you're alive. It proves that you're a strong person, and a person of integrity. But the reason I said what I said, is because the "Don't do it!" way never worked for me. Everyone who told me they cared about me made me want to commit suicide even more, because I thought everyone was lying scum who didn't see the big picture. I assumed the same case was with you, and I did what my father did to talk me out of suicide. And it worked for me, so I thought it would work for you. Anyway, I'm glad you're not dead.
Sorry Saikyo, this thread is to help Lugia, not argue. -Foxytail Ah, yes, well, I wasn't trying to start an argument... but I shall refrain from doing posts like this in the future!
I let you keep your post above because it explains your previous actions and I feel that we should all understand where you're coming from, even if we don't like it. I believe you had good intentions and you should be allowed to explain them. This post, however, will just lead to more arguments. Sorry about this. -Foxytail
In all seriousness, it's good to see that you've had a change of heart and have sought professional help. I really do hope that you can find something to help you through this.