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Hi everypony! I'm new to everypony.com and my name is Summer Solstice, an alicorn (yes I KNOW alicorn OCs are lame) that suddenly appeared after Celestia and Luna disappeared... make a guess
Hello folks! My name is Edwardo Heartfelt Furret or at least, that's what you can call me.
As you could probably tell, I disappeared for ages, regardless of the fact, that I just joined the website.
There are reasons for this and as they're not really not personal to me, So I feel like I should be honest.
Recently, I was preparing for the Halloween break at my school, I have a tendency to take up as many roles as I possibly can during school projects and events and their was a lot of events leading up to Halloween, so I had a lot of work to do especially if you consider I also do 8 Higher Level subjects in school and have heavy loads of Homework, I didn't truly get much time to rest during this time and the time I did get was very small, so I had to choose what I wanted to do and what I didn't. In the end, Everypony didn't take priority other things did like Video Games and Art.
Once Halloween break was on, I had to study for 8 Semi- MOCK tests as one of my Teachers called them as a joke, these were all in my Higher Level Subjects. This meant my Halloween break was spent studying, Yet again, I didn't have much leisure time and yet again, Everypony was not the priority during the time I had.
Now, that I've taken my test and had my results given, life shall return to normal and I should have more free time. With this Extra free time, I've decided to chat about things on the Internet; How Riveting! And as such, Everypony has now become apart of my life again. I hope this explains my Absence and I plan to be as active as possible from now on.
Edwardo Heartfelt Furret.
It's weird. I'm happy to have friends on here. I'm even happy to know that people don't mind me and that I've gotten fairly well known on here. But something is still nagging me. I'm bothered with the fact of how I would seem to newer members. We all have been there, being greeted by members that have been on a forum longer than you. They seem a bit imposing, like if you would mess up that they would yell at you...
I feel that way when I greet new members or see them around the forum. Like my presence is one of the few that is imposing to new comers. I guess it's kinda silly but I do worry about these things because I care. I care that new members feel comfy being the same forum as me. That's why I try to be more friendly to newer members whenever I can get a chance. I don't wanna look like someone that is scary to try and talk to. Nor do I wanna come of as one of those high and mighty types that act like new members are peasants compared to them. I hate members like that.
Maybe I am compassionate enough to give new members a chance and see if they are willing to stay. I don't try to shun people, even though my cynical nature will kick in with strangers. I've been trying to make an effort to be nice and show that I care, even to those that have been here longer and around the same level as me. I guess that's how I think with forum communities...
*sigh* I'll be quiet now.
Totally said I would do this, then forgot. Just a quick rundown of all the users who have a character in the banner, so the new kids all know who's kings around here, yo. And in an effort to keep us from ever being nameless horses atop the site. >~>
@A Jewel of Rarity
@Rockout E. Stringer
@Toaster Repair Pony
@Tyro The Fox
A number of things have me ticked off. The two most pressing things involve a stupid idiot setting of the fire alarm in my apartment complex, and the second thing involves a issue that happened here. It's a resolved issue, but it's left the person affected feeling rather down. I feel a mixture of things. None are happy emotions for sure. Let's see: Sadness, Anger, and the best one... HATE. Not sure what I'll do from here, but I just hope that @saberscratch88 will be alright. None of that anger or hate is directed at him.
I hope everypony else has a good day... I'll try to make mines better. The keyword is 'try'...
Due to recent events as of late. I feel like my affections on the Last to Post thread type, is being kinda spat upon. No member names will be given for the reason of not spreading any hate. I'll be honest though. While I've adopted a Chrysalis persona on here, I'm not heartless. I'll openly admit I am a bit cynical and I have issues with trust around strangers, but I am friendly and rather affectionate to those I see as a friend. My affection is mostly due to me being apart of the furry fandom. With furries, we are very affectionate and we do hug and cuddle a lot. Go ahead and say it. I'm a fur *squee!*. I could careless.
Anyway, the affection caries over and it's not something I can shut off at will. I can only restrain it for times it's not needed. the last time I checked, being affectionate wasn't an offence on here. Meh, whatever. I'll just cease posting on the Lost to Post thread types since I doesn't seem my affection is wanted there.
Have a good day everypony.
I'm sorry but I just got out of the Hospital...I tried to commit suicide...Bullying is so hard...but now I'm going to change this blog so I can give everyone support for anyone that bullied or suicidal because i don't want anyone to go though what i did....If you want to know i took my sisters sleeping pills with alcohol....I went to the hospital I'm OK....But now i'm going to address bulling
So no one has posted since Nov.15 eh?
I am just making this post to fill up the blog and inspire you to make your own, and if you don't i just will add my posts and become queen of EP blogging!
Ive seen people complain about others being a wolf. Wolfs are Natures angles. They wish not to be harm to people. and they also wish NOT to BE harmed . there pure happieness for those who cant see what their ment for. their very pretty....And they take my stress . I wish to live with the wolves . I wish to be a wolf . their not just some furry beast with fleas and bites people!Their wonderful to some people......and HELPS OTHERS LIVES!!!! so if you got a problem with people being wolfs then don't talk to me AT ALL
okay so i agree with @Posioness Nightmare's blog posting. if Prince of the Night banned what's to say i haven't screwed up too? I have been super careful since returning here but i might have screwed up too. So i'm going to be offline a couple of days ... maybe. But if any current online staff member can inform me of the reasoning for his Banishment i can talk to him via e-mail to correct the problem. And if i have screwed up and will be banned again may i please have a fair warning via e-mail please.
Also in a later post i shall have a favor to ask any website designer on EP.
so im home at last here on EP i feel different and open MLP Forums just wasn't the same so in some famous words by some guy:
"IT'S GOOD TO BE HOME!!"
I look forward to a long happy stay full of old and new friends!
P.S. As soon as i get used to the new EP i shall be updating my Character Sheets for new and old OCs.
Hello. My name is Matthew DePointe. And today, I'm going to show you a side of me that can only be described as ... zaniness. My chicken hat and I will do all the explaining in the following video.
A billion bits to you,
You know it would be nice to see who views our blogs, whether its actual members or guests. I would love to know who took time out of their lives to read my blog. I know one of the staff members will be able to add that sometime soon, hopefully. I'm sure a lot of people would like to know besides knowing when someone comments on their blog. Okay well I'm done! XOXO
I feel like I need to get this off my chest as I've been thinking about this more and more lately. I honestly don't really care about how many people will read this, I just want to get it out ASAP. Feel free to TL;DR it.
When I got here, somewhere around June in 2011, I was only involved with the radio because the forum always felt really slow and indirect to me. I still remember how annoying and rude I was. I couldn't even form a proper message because I had a stupid tendency to hit Enter after every third word. I was also very intolerant of gay people and I looked at them as if they were inferior creatures. Worst of all, I was open about it. I'm really glad and grateful that the community quickly opened my eyes and proved me wrong. To this day I still wish I could apologize to the former members for what I used to be. Something new guys won't understand, I'm afraid. (But mostly I'd like to apologize to Alzarath or Stainless for being so annoying, haha.)
Fast forward a couple of months. After becoming a better person, and after a night of epic trolling with Waterflame, Flash (the ex-manager of the radio) notified me that my radio staff application was accepted. This was the peak of my time here. I was so happy and I absolutely LOVED the feeling of power. I liked to think that I was a fun guy who was up for jokes but wasn't one to be messed around with. I really enjoyed warning and banning disruptive trollish people. I enjoyed writing ban logs. I loved the staff group chat. My intention was to end trolling/bullying on the chat, and to keep it safe in general. I felt like I was perfectly cut out for the job. I was hoping it'll never end...
...except somewhere in the 2012-2013 era, my fire of enthusiasm started to die out. Foxytail and Flash announced their new project and they left the staff. Not long after, we also had a sudden wave of new members with an IQ lower than a carrot's. It felt like the place that once used to be so much fun in a serious way, turned into a kindergarten at a snap. I was a moderator, not a nurse. But that's not all that I was. I was tired... Of everything... Of all these kids running around and dancing on a layer of thin ice that was still thick enough for them not to be banned.
I wanted to restore some certain unwritten standards that once applied to the chat, but our own rules held me back from doing so. In the end, I unwillingly protested. I didn't want to, but I had no choice. I didn't want to chat with some brats who couldn't take me seriously. I didn't wanted to DJ for them because they wouldn't have appreciated it anyway. The chat used to be a mutual partnership between staff and member, but that was over. The only time it returned to such two-way communication was when you warned then or called them out.
My activity started degrading and around mid-2013 to early 2014, and eventually I officially quit everything. (My memory might be wrong, and it could've been sooner as I do remember having a 6 month depression from 2014 January, and that was hella close)
I came back a few times to see if the place improved. It was really sad to see that it did not. Nowadays whenever I peek in, the chat is completely dead and sometimes I can even see messages from 8 hours before. I have no intents of getting involved in the forum as I don't feel like dumb old me, this old fart could fit in. I feel like a veteran, destined to roam the path of old memories. I'm destined to hide in the shadow of what this place used to be.
I want to say thank you from the bottom of my heart to everyone who helped me on my journey and dealt with my stupidity.
- A big thank you to the people who were here in 2011 for changing me in a way I never thought was possible.
- Thank you, staff, for accepting me and helping me when I needed it. It was awesome working together, and I'm really glad I was given the opportunity. I'll never forget you.
- Thank you Foxy and Flash, for completely proving me wrong about my beliefs and showing that people are awesome regardless of their preferences. Special thanks to each of you, for making awesome collab tracks together, and for adding me to the staff. :3
- Thank you Fluttery, Saikyo, the almighty Gappy, the entire staff, and a whole bunch of the radio members I got to meet, for being such good friends to me,
- and a whole bunch of people I forgot the name of (but still have very fond memories of).
I feel like I should make this short. I'm probably rambling at this point, hahah.
With teary eyes but proud,EDIT: I WILL be coming back every now and then. :3
Swift_ signs off.
Might come off as a bit sappy. I'm also very bad at saying things like this. Please bear with me.
I realize I haven't been here a very long time, but that shouldn't make me any less right in what I'm about to say. My time here has, thus far, been an extremely positive experience. I was in something of a down-in-the-dumps mindset when I joined up. In person, there aren't many circles where I feel extremely welcome, even within my own family. This place, however, seemed to welcome me with open arms.
I'd name a few people that specifically come to mind, but eff it, you all do. Anyone I've had a conversation with. You've all made me feel like I belong here. I've yet to meet anyone here I don't genuinely like, and I have a hard time warming up to most people.
So I know I've only been here a few months, but unless I die, you can expect me to remain for years to come. That's what was on my mind this afternoon.
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