Hello there.. It has been a while I guess..

Well.. uh.. I can't really think of a good title for this.. I checked settings and it looks like I am able to make this view able only to you, my contacts. I guess before I begin, I ..well.. kind of want to thank you.. for everything, even if we didn't really talk that much.. A couple of you used to message me and help me out with my difficulties and insecurities, so I thank you again. The rest of this is just going to be about the challenge this place gave me, so you really don't have to read it if you don't want to.. I hope you don't mind me mentioning it, though..

I kind of..uh.. wanted to share something with you before I leave again, if you don't mind.. I left for the first time out of being rejected.. and I'm not going to lie, it crushed me when I appeared to have been shunned.. I couldn't even do things right in a forum about a show with kinder teachings.. I lost my last friend soon afterwards, and found myself totally lost.. I.. well.. sort of struggled in and out of a war with myself.. and in the process found my home in nothingness and solitude.. and honestly found happiness in it! The challenge you gave me helped me out and taught me how to survive on my own as well as how to live with it.. For that you have my thanks! I just felt the need to share that with you, your help has been greatly appreciated!

With that being said, I ..uh.. don't really expect to fit in this time around, so I won't be here too often.. I still know one person who still messaged a lost cause like me, and that person has my thanks! I might.. well.. come around to answer messages or things like that, but it probably won't be very frequent.. I'm sorry, I'm just really bad at it, please forgive me.. I wish I could make it up to you for helping me, but I have nothing to offer.. So I give you another thanks again for your actions..! If I can ever be of help in some sort of way, I'll..um.. try my hardest to help if I'm around! Well.. goodbye again (Well..um.. might be goodbye for the first time, I left in silence about a month ago..)! Take care.. and I.. well.. sort of hope you make it through all of your life's challenges unscathed! You few helped me more than you could believe!