How Do I...................

If you read this I'll give you a cake




see, putting it in now.


I'm having a complete crap week so far(my week starts on Wednesday)

Crap includes:

Work giving away the position I wanted(again!)

My car is acting like a complete jerk, hood pops when driving. Thankfully I have 2 other latches keeping it down. It won't start half the time, the shock fell of the back. The check engine light comes and goes.

Got my dog's results back on the biopsy of his tumor, turns out he has cancer. Stage 3 on their scale, 3 is the worst.

Whatever has me sick has struck back doubly, I'm worse then before and I feel like I have no energy.

Everything still has that super weird feeling to it.

I've completely lost my skill/ability/talent to draw(what little I had). The one thing I just wanna do and have fun with, but no, freaking brain doesn't want to play fair or anything. I knew this would happen when I finished that picture.

I feel alone, no matter how many people are around me.


I promised cake, here ya go.





On the bright side I found Glitchhop and nuerohop. That doesn't come close to offsetting the above though.

I think I've whined enough, bed now.